September 21, 2023

 Earlier, I was feeling some cramping and burning in my abdomen. I was thinking my ovarian cyst was finally rupturing, but the pain ended up subsiding. I'm scared it may have grown a little. I'm hoping it is a sign it may be about to rupture rather than stay in there and grow even more. I tapped on my abdomen and I still feel it. It has bounce, so that means it is full of fluid and is not solid which is good news. Try an experiment and fill a plastic bag with water and another with syrup or honey. The bag of water will be springier when tapped on while the latter is denser and doesn't bounce. I can also have an idea of how big the cyst is. I'm afraid it might be at least 9 cm. I might try to do exercises tomorrow to see if this thing budges. I feel like I'm getting a tease with the world seismic activity. It starts to act up and then there is very little going on anywhere after that. 

September 13, 2023

 So far, I'm feeling extremely tender with my ovarian cyst. I have been feeling that sensitive over the last 3 days. It feels like it may be finally about to rupture any time or day now. Last Friday, I went for a morning jog and my right leg hurt from top to bottom all the way. I realized it was referred pain from the cyst. I'm in the middle of my cycle, so that could be why I'm feeling sore and tender in my abdomen with this thing. I'm still waiting to find more of a link between the abundance of significant seismic activity worldwide and the effect on my hormones while being away from any plate boundaries(like a trapped energy that exacerbates this problem). There has been a lot of significant activity this past week, but there has not been another earthquake of magnitude 7 or above. I'm trying to find out if even more serious earthquake activity could finally trigger my cyst to split open. I have been carrying this since May. It has lasted through several cycles and still has not resolved. I had two other cysts earlier this year. I had one form from a lack of ovulation(I didn't feel anything, so I assumed I didn't release an egg) and this was after and during a short period of low global activity. 

Then another robust bout of activity occurred in January where the cyst grew and eventually ruptured in February following a heavily active week. I had a break from it for the following month until late in March. I had a short-lived one after another heavy activity week in late March and early April. It ended up breaking on the weekend of Easter. Later on in April another one had formed and I believed it was reformed from that last short-lived cyst as it did not feel like it ruptured or leaked all the way and the sac didn't heal in time before the next set of major activity. It would become extremely active over the next cycle and then by May 24th, the cyst ballooned to at least baseball size. The next few months would not be as active. I could not understand why this cyst has been so stubborn. I've been thinking it is inside the ovary rather than on or near the surface where it is more thick-walled and would take a lot for it to break open. It now feels like it is at a critical point. My abdomen is more swollen than ever and I can see and feel it more through my skin. I could make out the large lump and feel the fluid move inside as I lightly tap on it.

I have been very uncomfortable and my back is starting to hurt more. I have broken out with a few pimples on my face and I am getting around carefully because my cyst is so tender to the touch. To make myself clear, I'm not saying the global seismic activity where a number of major earthquakes happen in a short span is not the sole cause of ovarian cysts forming. There are other factors that play into it.

August 27, 2023

 The next day after that last post, the pain stopped and there was very little activity in the world again. However, the activity began to show signs of increasing late yesterday and I began to feel cramping(from ovarian cyst). There was some moderate activity flaring up off the coast of Japan. It dissipated again later. This evening, I started feeling some cramping and some mild pain in my left side again. A magnitude 5.7 struck Colombia a short while ago. It was relatively quiet earlier today and I was feeling little to no pain.

August 25, 2023

 I noticed that something strange happened to me last Sunday. I suddenly felt extremely lightheaded at around 4:40 in the afternoon. It was short-lived but it scared me. I later found out that a magnitude 5.1 had hit Southern California at around that time. As I have mentioned before, I concluded that I'm still strongly connected to activity taking place in the region I used to live in for 8 years. It scared me because I sometimes get afraid of having a stroke or something. I worry about my blood flow sometimes after I left California. Lately, it has been quiet for a while in terms of more significant activity around the world. I have been continuing to struggle with an enlarged ovarian cyst that I have been carrying all Summer. It seems to fluctuate in size throughout parts of my cycle. I have days where it doesn't bother me as much where I almost forget it is still present then it swells up again and causes me pain and discomfort. I will follow this more closely while monitoring the global seismic activity. I felt it bothering me again today as the activity has been showing some signs of increasing again. I have also been feeling cramping causing me to fear it is getting ready to pop and also side pains. It makes me wonder if the next bust in global seismic activity will finally cause it to go. These last 2 months were not particularly active.

August 10, 2023

 I have been feeling more pain in my left side today. I noticed there has been seismic activity increasing in California again. It is more confirmation that I'm still connected to the activity there. I have not mentioned this that much before as it has been so quiet there since I moved away. I am also feeling energy from elsewhere, potentially larger sources from different parts of the world. I'm still struggling with that ovarian cyst. I have a feeling it could be the size of a grapefruit now(a smaller grapefruit). I have felt full early after eating and it has been uncomfortable. I'm also tender in that spot. I have felt referred pain in my legs and back. I also decided to jog for 3.2 km(2 miles) on Tuesday morning. I have not worked out that hard in a while and I felt rewarded about it. I have been even more sore from that. If this cyst isn't resolving after more than 2 months, I am going to have to consider medical intervention and I'm very stressed about that.

August 4, 2023

 I'm feeling some pain in my left side again and there have been signs of it growing active again out there any time now. There was a magnitude 5.9 off the coast of Central America the other day. I have felt it heating up on and off. I also have been feeling those familiar pains during little spurts in seismic activity in Southern California. So, I am finding more confirmation that while I may not be living there anymore, I can still feel those little increases in activity around the region.

August 1, 2023

 I am feeling some sharp pains in my left side so far. There has also been more moderate earthquake activity increasing worldwide. I'm also premenstrual and my ovarian cyst has again been bothersome. I am very tender and sore all over. I mention those things because I notice a connection between the highs and dips in global seismic activity and my endocrine system(hormones). I have believed the cysts are a result of stifled energy. When I was on a plate boundary where everything was flowing, but strained, it manifested as full-blown endometriosis. I also had severe anger issues. I was never violent, by the way. I just felt crazy and overwhelmed. Those intense emotions were very difficult to control. I have not had those issues since. However, I have felt less energy here and it also may have affected my circulation.

July 29, 2023

 I have felt some side pains over the last few days when it got active out there. I have also noticed that I still feel flare-ups back in Southern California. It is still in my system even though I don't live there now. There was also a little bit of activity not too far from where I am. A magnitude 2.2 struck southeastern TN today at 1:38 p.m. It calmed down a little earlier in terms of worldwide activity, but there may now be more going on out there somewhere again. I'm feeling some pain in my side again and feel warmer. Regarding my ovarian cyst, it still has not gone away. I have days where it is not bothering me. It feels like it fluctuates in size. My period is in a few days and right now, it feels bigger. The swelling is more pronounced on the right side of my lower abdomen. I thought it was going to burst during the ovulation phase. I felt pain in my right ovary and it hurt to sit. I am wondering if the cyst is inside my ovary rather than on the surface since it still has not broken open. In the past, I had enlarged cysts that would break after 2 or 3 weeks. I can still feel the vibrations of the fluid in my tummy as I tap on it. I have gotten scared of the fluid thickening and potentially becoming cancerous later on if it stays in there much longer. Especially as my period is approaching I am more sensitive than usual. I am very much tender all over.

July 10, 2023

 I abandoned the other blog and started using Wordpress on Friday. However, I can still document physical symptoms and health issues here. The latest ovarian cyst is still there. It is still large. I'm not sure what to do. I'm still waiting for it to pop. I feel tender all over my body. I'm able to feel the fluid as I tap on the right side of my abdomen which is swollen. I'm thinking it might be the size of a grapefruit. This is the sixth ovarian cyst I have had over the past year and it is the most stubborn I ever had. Since the start of this year, I feel like I have been getting them back to back. They seem to have formed after very seismically active months(large earthquakes worldwide - multiple magnitude 7+). However, the first one of the year seemed to have formed when it felt like I didn't ovulate and this followed a rather quiet month. I recall feeling like I missed ovulation before when there was not enough energy being released anywhere. I found out that ovarian cysts were like pimples of the reproductive organs. It is like something ingrown or blocked leading to a bubble of fluid to form. I didn't start having these until a year after I moved here from California, away from any plate boundary and far from any source of seismic energy. Back in California, it was more full-blown endometriosis where I was prone to very painful periods every month depending on what was going on. It was both connected to local and global activity. I remember suffering more when there was nothing going on anywhere for a while. I still had some painful periods the first year in TN, but it got easier as I adjusted to this environment. Later on, ovarian cysts would become the new problem. I may not be aware when they first form, but I noticed the ones that became enlarged followed busy months in terms of global seismic activity. The first one I had this year lasted for one month. It formed around New Years when I didn't feel anything when I was supposed to ovulate. It became a little enlarged after a couple of major surges in activity. It ruptured a month later. I had a short break from that in March when there was not that much going on throughout much of that month. Then it felt like another had formed during the latter part of the month and ruptured on Easter weekend(April 7-9). Another one had formed a couple weeks later and I'm still suffering with it.

June 19, 2023

 The cyst has not gone away. It feels like it got larger again. There has been a lot of significant activity in the world over the last few days. It is still active out there so far. This latest ovarian cyst has been a stubborn one. I have never had one last this long before. The last ones I had would become enlarged and eventually rupture 2 or 3 weeks later. This is the largest one I have ever had so far. It feels like about the size of a baseball or possibly a little larger. I realized that I feel vibrations I put out as I tap onto a surface. I discovered this about 2 years ago. I have used it to check if a watermelon was overripe(the bigger the wavelength, the softer the meat inside). I have used it on my cyst. I can feel the fluid inside vibrate as I lightly tap my lower tummy on that side. I don't feel it so much on the left side. It is like an overripe melon where there is no firm tight structure like a sac of fluid on that side. As I tap on my cyst, I can even feel my whole body vibrate a little. This is helpful as I can locate where it is and figure out how large it is. It is very tender and hurts if I try to squeeze it or poke at it too much or vigorously. It even feels like it may be larger than my uterus. I was wondering why this one is so stubborn. I was assuming that it might be actually inside of my ovary rather than on it where the membrane would be thinner and more prone to break open. However, it doesn't feel that firm. It feels like a water balloon inside me. I have to be careful over these next few days, especially around ovulation. I'm afraid that would trigger it to pop. It is also relieving to feel fluid instead of mass. Otherwise, I have felt some pain from it today. I also have been feeling full quicker after eating and have not had much of an appetite due to the thing taking up space in my insides. I have been so tired.

June 7, 2023

 I believe that I might have PMDD(Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder or severe PMS). Some months are not as bad as others. Symptoms typically occur during the week leading up to period or sometimes, I start to feel a decline in mood at the start of my luteal phase - more than a week before my period. I'm thinking this ovarian cyst I have been struggling with may have exacerbated it. I have been depressed and confused lately. I have been lethargic and sore and I just feel like I cannot keep up. I feel flashes of extreme irritability, but what I have been feeling the most was depression, brain fog, and fatigue. I have been feeling like a mess lately and I can't make up my mind on anything. I've been flighty and picky, and it is very distressing. It seems like I have a host of serious problems related to my cycle. It sucks because it is making me feel and look incompetent, especially as a woman. Otherwise, it is very overwhelming and frustrating and difficult to live with.

June 6, 2023

 I'm waiting to start my period any time now and I have been rather depressed. I don't think my ovarian cyst is shrinking at all. It is a stubborn one this time. Usually, they burst by that size except this feels like the biggest one I ever had so far. There has not been much going on in the world in terms of significant seismic activity lately. I knew it was due for a break. I have hardly had any energy and I am struggling to focus. I have been able to do a lot of work around the house, but mentally, I feel drained. I cannot wait until this week is over. At this point, I just feel like laying down and taking a nap which is something I would never do during the day.

May 31, 2023

 I have been hesitating to post about my ovarian cyst everyday unless something changes. It does not feel like it has gotten better since I done that apple cider vinegar - orange mixture and garlic twice a day. I'm guessing it was at the point of no return where the cyst gets to a certain size and I'm having to wait for it to eventually pop which I'm not looking forward to at all. I guess that remedy will help keep new cysts at bay or at least keep them from becoming enlarged. I have a stubborn one this time. I felt some sharp throbbing pains there a few minutes ago. My energy has been low all day. I noticed something last night. I softly tapped my abdomen on the side that had the cyst and felt the fluid in there. I tapped the other side and the vibrations were different. I have discovered around 2 years ago that I can pick up vibrations my tapping or slapping my hand onto the ground. I didn't think about doing the same thing with my body. I also used it to test the ripeness and firmness of a watermelon before. I have to be careful not to pat my tummy too hard or too frequently as it could end up causing the cyst to rupture. It makes me wonder what a strong set of vibrational energy would do.

May 27, 2023

 I'm not really seeing a difference in my ovarian cyst getting smaller. I'm not in a lot of pain all day. It actually comes and goes which are part of the symptoms. It may be either throbbing or causing cramps. I noticed it can cause moodiness as well. I have been irritable and emotionally sensitive all day. My period is due in 9 days so it may get rough this week ahead. The cyst could also end up splitting before then if it doesn't shrink any. I have not had one grow this large and stayed there that long. I also am being careful not to seem histrionic. It is not like I look heavily pregnant. I just have a large lump in my belly. I just remember how painful that one in December was when it split. I was struggling with a bloated stomach and was uncomfortable and emotional for a week leading up to it. This one feels bigger than the cyst I had from around Thanksgiving(November 25th) to December 10th(when it broke) - That was at least the time duration when it became enlarged. I have been careful getting around with it. I would fear ovarian torsion or bleeding. Right now, my left side is hurting and has been all day. I'm not sure if that is referred pain from the cyst or potential significant seismic activity somewhere. It has been active enough out there already, but it still looks like there might be more going on any time now.

May 26, 2023

 I had a better night's sleep last night. Early this morning, I was starting to feel a throbbing in my ovarian cyst again and my side was also hurting a little. I woke up to find out that a magnitude 6.2 struck near the Chiba Prefecture, Japan. It has still been active out there. I was feeling better earlier this morning but then started to feel the bloating and pain worsen again. The dull aches and throbbing in my lower abdomen would come and go. I can really see the lump on the right side. It is very sore and tender. I'm feeling depressed and almost to the point of tears. It is a gross feeling to have a sac of fluid(possibly containing blood or other tissue) growing inside of you where you are swollen and in pain. I don't even want to talk about it with my loved ones and I don't want anyone touching me. I have been drinking the orange/apple cider vinegar with garlic elixir. I didn't expect it to cure it overnight, but it doesn't feel like it is getting better at this point. At least when I'm sitting down, my stomach is big. One thing that makes me feel a little better is that when I'm standing up, it doesn't look so bad. I don't have a gigantic cyst where I literally look totally pregnant as in rare cases. It also is assuring to feel the lump and while it is relatively smooth and firm, it can still be squishy unlike a solid mass with cancer. I don't try to squeeze it because one, it hurts, and two, I don't want to cause it to burst. I'm scared of that pain. It feels bigger than that nasty one I had back in December and I'm trying to get it under control. I have not had too much energy today. I did walk up and down the street since I can't ride my bicycle until this thing is gone.

May 25, 2023

 Last night, I did not sleep well at all once again. I first woke up to shooting pains up my perineum into my pelvis. I tried laying on my side with a throw pillow between my legs, but it was too thick of a pillow. I could not get comfortable and was wary of too much tossing and turning causing an ovarian torsion. I was desperate and so I looked up natural methods to reduce it. I found out about this remedy in which you can combine orange or grapefruit with a tablespoon of apple cider vinegar with minced garlic. First, I ate a little spoonful of minced garlic and downed it with some water. I felt like I was going to implode. Then I drank the grapefruit and apple cider vinegar elixir. I don't expect it to work right off the bat. My abdomen is still distended and I don't expect a large cyst to go away overnight. I plan to take another dose later today to help. I also have to meditate more. There is an emotional component to this and the healing. The first significant cyst I had was in June of last year. I didn't think too much about it throughout the rest of the Summer until September. I had a dream I was in some medical setting in Japan that started out in a forest. I discovered myself in white and had my abdomen exposed laying on something soft and white. I saw a large red spot on the side of my pelvis and felt hands pushing into my skin. I felt somewhat traumatized after that, but it forced me to pay more attention to that part of my body. I turned out to actually have a cyst forming. I have been extremely shy and uncomfortable to pay too much attention to that, but that helped me be more acutely aware of this health problem I have been struggling with.

May 24, 2023

 It feels like my cyst is at least the size of a baseball now. It suddenly got bigger today. This is the biggest one I ever had. It is the 6th one I've had over the past year - or I guess I can say fifth and a half. It is suspected to be the same one that reformed from the last rupture(or perhaps partial rupture) on Easter weekend last month. At around 11 a.m. or close to that time, I started feeling some severe pain in my lower abdomen. I first was thinking it was starting to split, but the pain didn't intensify and didn't hear the gurgling sounds of the fluids gushing out. I was feeling chills and was dizzy and felt sick to my stomach. I felt my cyst growing.

Taken on April 30th

I have been fragile lately. It is like I've been carrying a time bomb inside me, avoiding vigorous or strenuous activities. I have not been riding my bike or trying to lift anything that might be too heavy. When I'm alone, I take a look at my belly and can see the bulging more on the right side. I even noticed some veins on the right side of my lower abdomen because it is so swollen. My back hurts at times and I have not been sleeping well at night. I documented all the cysts I had in the past year that caused me a lot of pain. I was noticing a pattern where these would follow very busy seismic periods(after multiple magnitude 7+ worldwide over the past month). I'm not thinking they formed as a result, but grew to become problematic. It is sort of like the effect of an infection or sore that would fester from not being exposed to air and astringent. I have been cut off from a direct source of tectonic energy. There is a very low chance of me feeling a jarring set of seismic waves where I am now. It would not necessary have to be anything large, but just enough to get my blood and all flowing like it did back in California. This has that effect on my hormones. Cysts seem like they form and grow as a result of something being blocked or cut off yet low key energy seeps in which would only aggravate it. It is like a reversal of what happened in California.

May 22nd

California was a tectonic boundary, but it stayed locked up with no noticeable activity for long periods. I felt like it triggered endometriosis where it flared up with a fury after it had been quiet for a while. The cysts seem to resemble the consequence of being more sensitive to significant earthquakes all over the world from here(Tennessee is in the middle of a tectonic plate) and there are lots happening, but not getting to feel anything up close anymore. It has to be of a certain frequency to do it for me. I tried finding non-seismic sources, such as massage tools, but those can barely help. As I stated, I don't believe they form right as a lot of global activity is happening, but ones that have already formed can grow over time after there has been a lot of high activity worldwide. They can form when I fail to ovulate. It happened around New Year's after it had been rather quiet out there throughout December. I would feel it start to grow after several magnitude 7+ over the next several weeks and it popped in mid February just when I was about to begin menstruating. It resulted in a rather painful period. I felt like I've been getting these back-to-back since the start of this year. I noticed there were hardly any breaks in surges in world activity.

May 24th

There were times where it seemed to get better where I successfully felt like I shrunk a growing cyst, but that was when there was not that much going on and it eventually caught back up with me. It is hitting me harder than ever now. After thinking it was gone in mid April, I started feeling it again not long after that short period of relief. Towards the end of last month, I was already feeling like I was in trouble. Last weekend, it got worse. Now, it is the biggest I ever dealt with so far.

May 21, 2023

 I feel like this is the biggest cyst I ever had so far. I'm even noticing it as I'm standing up. It has been causing me a lot of discomfort and I'm scared. My lower back has been hurting all day. At this point, I cannot do anything too strenuous. I feel very fragile and I have to be careful and hope it starts to shrink and go away. There was more significant activity going on in the world today. After that, it felt like my ovarian cyst just got bigger. I have not been catching a break with these.

May 19, 2023

 There was a very large earthquake in the world. It occurred overnight while I was asleep. It feels like my ovarian cyst may have grown a little. My abdomen looks a little more swollen and my back hurts. I looked at my stomach and saw it was protruding a little more on the right side. I also feel tender and sore there and I've been struggling. I can't do anything too strenuous or stressful at this point. I'm scared it could go at any time and I'm afraid of that pain and I'm coming up on the middle of my cycle. I'm thinking ovulation could make it bleed if it takes place on the right side again. I believe this cyst has been inside me for a while. Last month in April, around Easter, I had one burst(it wasn't too painful). About a few weeks later, I felt something bother me and suspected it reformed. It grew after I ovulated last month. It doesn't look so bad when I'm standing. I'm just feeling sore with aches and pains and feel slight twitches in the side of my belly. I felt side pains earlier as well. I'm going to go and take a hot bath.

May 17, 2023

 I have been feeling some sharp pain in my left side. A magnitude 6.2 struck Guatemala about an hour ago. It has been very quiet this week otherwise. It might end up getting more active again. I'm not sure though. Something really big could be happening later on. I am feeling hot now. I also am aware that I have a cyst inside me and it has been bothering me again today. I'm still not sure if it is going to be an outbreak in activity worldwide. There may just be one big earthquake and there is not much going on elsewhere.

Bad reaction - A warning

 Over the past couple of days, I have been recovering from a terrible experience I had on Saturday evening. I will preface this with the fact that I do not take any drugs and I don't drink too much either(just 3 nights out of the week and not heavily; I'm a bit of a lightweight). We had company on Saturday evening where everyone sat out with my Grandfather and socialized. Someone brought over this hemp drink. They offered me some and told me that it was not supposed to make me stoned and it was non-alcoholic. It was said to just relax me and make me feel good, so I accepted the offer. I was never a fan of getting high. I only tried it a few times in my life - puffed a joint in California. I had an edible before too and I never wanted to do that again. It took me down an endless rabbit hole and it was frightening. It was just one edible. This drink was of delta-8 THC and I was barely given a shot into my glass of ginger beer(also non-alcoholic) and ice.

I was just going to try it once and then fix my dinner, take my bath, and get ready for bed that evening. It did not hit me until about 30-40 minutes later. First, I felt goofy and then started tripping and was like "Oh no." Time started getting slower and it got worse from that point on. I prepared my bath water and was already beginning to feel confused about what room I was in. I was afraid I would walk out of the bathroom naked at one point. I could not enjoy my bath, fearing that I could pass out in the bathtub. I dried myself off and got into my pajamas and called my aunt. I was telling her that I was scared and debating calling 9-1-1. I was starting to fear for my life. She told me that she was going to come over and check on me. After that, it got even worse. The world around me was gyrating and I started feeling tingling and numbness in my extremities and started looking flushed. At that point, I was convinced that I was dying. I thought I was having a stroke or heart attack. That was the most afraid I have ever been in my life. It was the worst feeling ever. I was not in unbearable physical pain of any sort, but I felt like I was losing consciousness. I kept wondering how I was even walking and talking. I literally thought I was having a stroke. I thought I was going to die and there was nothing I or anyone could do. I called 9-1-1 and paramedics arrived and took me to the emergency room. In the ambulance, I kept saying I can't go out like this. I can't just be ripped away from my family. I have so much ambition and so much I need to see and do. My vitals were good, but my heart rate was up. I felt like I was barely cognizant. I watched my feet twitch and felt some spasms in my arm and was afraid they would jerk loose at any time and start flailing uncontrollably. It was completely out of character for me to call 9-1-1 and be rushed to the hospital in my pajamas. After I arrived, the nurse hooked me to a heart monitor and gave me a pill with a cup of water. My mouth was so dry, I was scared it was closing up on the inside. I eventually started to feel a little normal again and was taken home at around 8 that night. Many people do not realize how dangerous this stuff can be. It takes very little for it to hit me hard. I may be incredibly sensitive and have an extremely low tolerance for those things, but I really don't think THC is safe for anyone. I was definitely in no condition to process anything going on in the Earth then. I'm even having to be careful sometimes when I have alcohol.

May 1, 2023

 I have been feeling some sharp pains in my left side over the past 2 hours. I am starting to look at the New Madrid Seismic Zone which is 200 miles(321 km) from here. There has been some activity flaring up there over the last several days. A magnitude 2.8 just happened near Ridgely, TN at 1:45. I know that is far away, but I would not ignore the possibility of something going on there and being more sensitive over farther distances being far away from a tectonic plate boundary. There could also be more going on elsewhere in the world. I'm also dealing with a cyst on my right ovary once again. I have been eating salads since Saturday and that has helped with my digestion. Eating more live foods than highly processed foods would help if you find yourself having issues there. Otherwise, I'm sore and tender all over. It feels like something could also still be looming somewhere out there.

April 29, 2023

 I have been feeling some sharp pains in my left side again today. I felt them deep in my ribs. I have also felt dizzy and overwhelmed lately. I'm also dealing with another ovarian cyst. It has been causing me problems again. I believe it was formed right after the last one had ruptured. I was thinking it did not go completely. It felt like it was largely a leak. It felt like it grew a few days ago when I ovulated. I ovulated on the side that had the cyst and that must have made it grow. There was also a lot of significant activity this past week. I drank some apple cider vinegar and ate some fruit this morning. I was tired of feeling helpless with this and want to be more proactive. I also am being careful not to make it sound like I have such poor health. I'm relatively healthy, but struggle with reproductive issues. Before in California, I had endometriosis really bad during periods. When I moved here, I still had some bad months that first year, but they settled down. It evolved into this last year. They seemed to be worse after an explosive month in terms of global seismic activity - multiple magnitude 7+ in a month. Someone might think I'm suffering from PCOS but I don't feel like I have multiple cysts, but one almost every month lately. I also don't seem to have any of the other symptoms of said condition. The most recent ones did not seem to take up a lot of room in my pelvis and were not as painful when they burst. This one feels like what I had in December in terms of the size. It isn't huge, but it is causing discomfort. I don't like looking at my stomach but I notice the swelling is a little more pronounced on one side(right). It is only when I'm sitting down when it is noticeable. It may also be the cyst that is making my side hurt. I have noticed that my cysts would rupture within a week or a few days before my period. I'm desperately trying to make this one shrink because I don't want to be in that excruciating pain again. I don't think catching the seismic waves from a distant big earthquake is working. It feels like it aggravates the problem. I really need to feel at least the frequency of a magnitude 3 or 4 close by to really get things going. Unfortunately, I'm no longer living in a place where that happens often at all.

April 24, 2023

 I have been feeling some sharp pains in my left side on and off over the last couple of days. Two magnitude 7+ earthquakes have occurred in the world over the past 24 hours. I tend to feel side pain before a magnitude 7 or greater in the world. I don't feel as much before a much smaller one that far away like that. I went downstairs and stood still waiting for the seismic waves to reach. I did feel a very subtle sensation from the floor. It was distinct where I could tell it apart from vibrations in my surroundings(e.g. neighbors mowing their lawns, passing vehicles, etc.) I want to start doing that more. It would take around 30-40 minutes for seismic waves from the other side of the world to arrive. I want to go downstairs and stand on the ground and wait for them. I'm thinking that might help me. I don't know if it would, at least much. It seems like I really need something more jarring that would get the energy and all pumping through me.

April 22, 2023

 I'm feeling some pain in my left side just now. I'm also feeling a tingling discomfort on the right side of my pelvis. I'm afraid another cyst may have formed after the most recent rupture 2 weeks ago. I have felt something there and started wondering if I had another cyst. There has been a lot of significant earthquakes breaking out in parts of the world over the past month. There may be more going on any time now or within the next week. It feels like something really big somewhere could be coming up within the next 2 weeks at this point. I'm not sure if that is going on or possibly something happening closer to my area.

April 21, 2023

 I notice that I have been dizzy and having a difficult time concentrating over the past several days. I'm not sure if this has to do with anything, but it is something I might need to pay attention to. Dizziness has been associated with before and during large earthquakes in the world or something going on much closer. Two magnitude 2-pointers struck eastern TN late yesterday and this morning. They were around 54 km(34 miles) apart. I'm not sure if there is more going on somewhere around this part of the country or a lot of serious activity worldwide or one massive earthquake somewhere in the world. I felt a little bit of leg pain as well as some pain in my left side, but it was very minor. I have also felt tender.

April 9, 2023

 I deleted a post I made last night because I was not sure what exactly was going on. I cannot be completely certain what exactly is going on inside my body. I do know that over the last 2 weeks, I developed another cyst. My hormones flared up again around the latter part of last month and started causing more problems and pain. On Friday afternoon at around 3 o'clock, I started feeling a sudden onset of cramping and burning pain in my pelvis, especially towards my right side. I was thinking my cyst had ruptured. However, the pain went on longer than usual. It lasted in waves for 3 hours. I felt completely bloated the following day. I then wondered if it did not pop, but grew a little causing an ovarian torsion as I felt some more cramping late yesterday. It did not last as long, but it was unusual. I felt a lot of pressure and discomfort in my lower abdomen. The overall pressure and discomfort reminded me of when I was on my period just moments before an earthquake. It made me wonder if there could possibly be something going on closer to me as there were signs of more activity in the central U.S. over the past few days. Most of it was in Oklahoma, though. I'm not sure how strong the connection is from there. I've been through that state once in my life, but never actually stayed there. I have also been having a feeling a lot of significant earthquake activity around the world is imminent within the coming week. I don't know if I will ever feel a full-on release in energy through my body here. There has not been anything going on anywhere near here that would be enough to get everything flowing. All this trapped energy from distant significant earthquakes feels like it led to me breaking out in ovarian cysts after a year. It has had an impact on my hormones. I have been trying to fight it off like a fire with apple cider vinegar. It worked somewhat. I feel like I have to do a lot more and change my diet. I don't generally eat poorly, but I feel like my body is sensitive to a lot of things. I finally got my matcha powder after what seemed like several months of being without it. That should help improve my health where I drink that instead of more coffee in the afternoon. I continued to do more research and learned another explanation for the severe cramping before period(I haven't started yet) can be caused by a cyst leakage. That might be the culprit. That gives me a sense of relief that it slowly leaked out fluid rather than a full-blown rupture. I'm guessing the tissue was thinner. That might be why these most recent ones were not as painful as the one in December. That rupture I had several months ago might have been a more deeply embedded cyst. With these last two, I would feel my tummy at night while laying down and would feel a little lump on one side. That may be a sign a cyst is not as deeply embedded. Last night, I went to bed scared fearing that my cyst did not rupture but grew, but then felt my lower belly and it felt more even on both sides. I also squeezed the affected area and it did not really hurt. I would be greatly relieved knowing it didn't become worse as I'm due to start anytime now and afraid of all that pain I could be in if the cyst had grown. I may be tender and bloated, but that is generally due to the menstrual cycle and not a sign of something growing in there.

March 28, 2023

 Last night was one of the worst nights ever in terms of getting enough sleep. I felt an ovarian cyst bothering me again. I felt some pain and felt tender and sore all over. I was dreaming about Japan, yet felt a lot of discomfort inside my body. My back hurt where I was tossing and turning non-stop. I woke up in a panic on and off throughout the night and even felt like there was a bug on me. Today, I'm going to make myself drink some apple cider vinegar. I also plan to cut back on the coffee consumption even though that is hard for me to do today after the lack of sleep I had last night. There was also more activity on the rise in the world. A magnitude 6 struck off the coast of Japan(between Honshu and Hokkaido) at one point. I may be more sensitive to certain areas in the world acting up than others. It seems to be the upper half of the Pacific Ring of Fire I'm more in tuned with. Another method I should incorporate for sleep problems is using the green night light instead of the red one. The green is not as bright. I don't see cool colors as strongly as warm colors. The red light can be saved for fun nights, but not for when I really am trying to sleep. I find it a very energizing color and it is bright so it can aggravate my senses.

March 26, 2023

 Just when I thought I finally got that problem under control, I already feel another ovarian cyst causing me discomfort again. I ran out of the apple cider vinegar gummies, but have the vinegar itself and so I'm going to make myself drink some of that everyday. It feels like it grew fast too. Last night, I touched my lower abdomen/pelvis and felt a lump. It feels like it might be about the size of a golf ball. I hope I'm not too late in helping it shrink to prevent another painful rupture. I noticed that whenever a cyst grows in me, it affects my mood and energy levels. If it grows to where it becomes bothersome, I become irritable and tend to isolate myself. I have been feeling a lot of stress lately. It feels like something huge is supposed to happen somewhere in the world very soon and there has been activity flaring up on and off over this past month. Otherwise, I will keep trying to fight these off and get it under control again if I can. A few weeks ago, I was not having any trouble and it was a relatively easy and light month for me. As of today, it feels like it may start flaring back up again out there any time now or by the end of this month. I have felt some pain in my left side today as well.

March 11, 2023

 I have been feeling some strange symptoms lately. I have felt pain in my side on and off for days and pain running up into my knee as well as other extremities. I have also been seeing red spots and tiny sparks of light in my vision(like floaters). It is all reminiscent of what I felt days before a very large earthquake somewhere in the world or a big event close to my area. Today is the 12th anniversary of the magnitude 9.0 earthquake that struck off the coast of Japan. I remember feeling strange symptoms up to a week ahead of the event. I was feeling some pain and seeing floaters and experiencing dizziness and mild headaches. I experienced the same feeling a few days before the Redgecrest, California earthquakes of July 2019 when I was living there. On another subject regarding my health, I feel like I'm finally getting better when it comes to the recent struggles I've been having with ovarian cysts. I started incorporating apple cider vinegar to my diet as I read that it can shrink ovarian cysts. Before I looked that up, I was feeling a discomfort in the right side of my abdomen about a week or two ago. I would feel a dull ache when I sat down and was feeling bloated. I am no longer feeling that. I have been more proactive about helping get my hormones under control. There have not been any major earthquakes in the world this month, so maybe that also could be a factor. I will wait and see if I start having problems again after the next major surge in global seismic activity. I'm also due for my time in a couple of days and my PMS has not been bad this month.

March 3, 2023

 I recognized another key in detecting potential significant activity around the world: heat. I have noticed that I feel much warmer before and during surges in global seismic activity. It makes a lot of sense with heat being the driving force in plate tectonics. I don't need to really take my temperature. I just feel warmer. I know I cannot rely on that symptom alone of course. There are various causes for that to happen. It is safe for me to say that I would be feeling warm every time the activity around the world jumps or is increasing. Earlier this morning, I was feeling cold as the global activity was decreasing. Then I started to feel warmer as another little uptick began to take place. Right now, the global seismic activity is at moderate levels. It may not be getting too active right now. I'm not feeling any pain or stress, but I do feel warm so far.

2.25.23

 I have been feeling some pain in my left side since last night. I felt some sharp pains in my left side last night and the next day, today, two strong earthquakes struck in the world. A magnitude 6.0 occurred off of Hokkaido, Japan earlier and later, a magnitude 6.2 struck New Britain, Papua New Guinea. I'm still feeling a little bit of pain in my side again. There is still unrest going on in the world. There was not that much going on besides the latest strong quakes, but it has started to increase. I have also felt tender and sore all over. I probably have another ovarian cyst on my left ovary(from my last ovulation). I'm afraid of it growing which was why I was hoping earlier that the activity in the world would start winding down. Nothing huge has happened though. I also realized another odd symptom to look out for before a large earthquake is a limp in my gait. I noticed before how I would feel pain and stiffness in my knee before a big event somewhere out there. I noticed that for the first time in the 2 or 3 days leading up to the Ridgecrest earthquakes when I was living in California.

2.14.23

 I have not been posting in this as much lately even though I have been feeling a lot. I have somewhat stopped talking about feeling pain in my left side so much as I was afraid of it sounding redundant. While I have felt a lot of flank pain or sensations before and during the last surge in global activity - the two massive earthquakes that caused catastrophic destruction killing thousands in Turkey and Syria - I have become more focused on the effect all this is having on my endocrine system lately. The menstrual cycle can be an uncomfortable subject matter and so I'm not always eager to mention it, but I should make note of what I have discovered most recently. I want to try to separate it being an issue related to the female sex organs, but rather an endocrine disorder. These issues that have caused me intense abdominal pain, unrelated to digestive issues, are related to hormones. I have been breaking out in ovarian cysts for just less than a year. I may have been having more problems with cysts than painful periods, but that does not mean my endometriosis has gone away. Some of these cysts, the more painful ones that ruptured were probably endometriomas. At least the ones with blood were most painful. I have noticed a trend that developed after a year of living in the middle of a tectonic plate and not experiencing any real "shakers" since after I left California. It is a blocked energy. An increase in intense earthquakes from far away has been causing me problems. It does not necessarily cause ovarian cysts to form, but rather becoming enlarged and eventually bursting. A lack of large earthquakes in the world over a period of a month can also cause problems. I can develop a cyst from ovulation failure. December was a long, quiet month and around New Years, I felt like I didn't ovulate when I was supposed to. I was already afraid that would cause a follicular cyst to form. About a couple of weeks later, after several major earthquakes occurred in the world, I felt a lump on the left side of my lower abdomen. It stayed there for a while. It got a little bigger following the latest major earthquakes in the world and became more bothersome. It ended up rupturing on Sunday, the 12th. It was not as bad as the last one, but I was feeling discomfort all day. I was also due to menstruate and it was late because of that. I started the next day and I was in a lot of pain again. I have been exhausted from it all. Over the past week, I was very depressed and tired. I was also extremely irritable and sore all over. The cyst would exacerbate my period and the premenstrual symptoms. I would not be surprised if I were to be diagnosed with PMDD or severe PMS. I'm very sensitive to hormonal changes. I'm very sensitive to a lot of things. I'm afraid I still have another cyst on my right ovary which may have formed after my last ovulation date(January 28th). I would feel a dull ache or pinching in that area sometimes. I'm afraid I may have even felt a lump there after the one on the left side ruptured. It is hard to tell what is going on at this point for sure. When I was feeling pain yesterday evening, I was feeling it throbbing on the left side of my pelvis.

1.23.23

 It is overwhelming with what I have been going through with my body lately. It is like a dark secret I have to keep to myself and I don't know how much more of this I can take. I'm having a hard time with the cyst today. I noticed that I'm exhausted, irritable, and emotional today. I had to take a few minutes to cry it out some. Last night, I was feeling the lump in my lower abdomen(left side) and it was painful. On top of that, I'm constantly having dreams at night about being in Japan and later on something happening where I feel like something/someone keeps meddling with my insides. I felt the urge to post a new world earthquake watch this morning as it still feels like there may be more going on out there. This has already been an active month. I've been hoping it would rest, fearing it would make my cyst worse. There is some sort of blockage with energy going on. I concluded that catching seismic waves from large earthquakes around the world secondhand has led to these problems. I feel like I need something up close to thoroughly wring me out. Previously, I had 3 ovarian cysts that grew and ruptured over the past 8 months. I concluded that they happened to be after a heavily active month in terms of global seismic activity. I'm in a location that is blocked as it is far from any plate boundary, no venting. All that secondhand energy must affect stress and hormones where it eventually would lead to ovarian cysts developing. It again is some form of blockage where it is not going all the way through. It is like something trapped beneath the surface without an outlet. With this latest cyst, it first formed around New Years. December was a rather quiet month in the world, but it ended up resulting in failed ovulation. It did not cause problems right off the bat. It did not become bothersome until it grew following 2 major earthquakes in a row. There was even more significant activity later on.

1.19.23

 I have been feeling some pains in my left side accordingly over the last few days as more large earthquakes have occurred worldwide. It still feels like it is not quite over yet. I'm feeling warm and I still have been feeling some mild pain in my side. Regarding the ovarian cyst, it does not feel like it has gotten worse so far. I definitely have been feeling something in there. I felt my lower abdomen while lying down and I felt a slight lump in the right side. So far, it does not feel like it is growing. I'm a little concerned I could have another one forming on the left side again. I have been feeling a pinching sensation, but I don't feel swelling on that side. I'm overall still comfortable. I'm not feeling too much pressure and it doesn't hurt sitting down. It might be getting better. Otherwise, I will wait and see what happens by next week unless something else happens sooner.

1.13.23

 I had to do further research again on ovarian cysts to understand better what has been going on with me. They can form at any time of the month. Hemorrhagic cysts can often form during the luteal phase of the menstrual cycle. I know they do not occur during ovulation only. I realized that because the last one I had was on the right side and I remember feeling the ovulation pain on my left side early in November. So, it was probably about a week later when it first formed. There were 3 major earthquakes in the world in the week following ovulation. I have been trying to calculate the periods between each cyst. In May, before the first one that grew and ruptured(June 12), there were 13 earthquakes of magnitude 6+ worldwide. In early June, there were 4 magnitude 6+ earthquakes, 3 of which occurred in one day. In September, there were 17 magnitude 6+ worldwide. The one I had in September was not as painful and was more short-lived. Another factor as to why those other two ruptures were much more painful was that I had my period when those were growing inside me. The hormones can make it worse. There were 16 earthquakes of magnitude 6 or greater in November. In October, there were only 6, 5 in August, and 9 in July. I had no problems during those months. This month, I found out that a long quiet month can also be a problem. I ended up not ovulating. I'm not certain that low activity for a long period of time might have caused that, but not releasing an egg can cause a follicular cyst to form. I started to feel it last week. It was not causing me too much discomfort. However, after the latest major earthquakes in the world earlier this week, I felt more bloating and fullness. I realized it had grown. I felt it around as I was lying down in bed and I could feel a slight lump on the left side of my lower abdomen. It does not feel huge, but it is causing me some discomfort. It looks bigger when I'm sitting. My period is also late so far. I'm hoping I end up missing a period as a result due to fear of the pain. That is not likely though as that has never happened before, at least as long as I can recall. This is something that might have developed since being in the middle of a tectonic plate where earthquakes rarely occur. I have not felt those waves course through since I lived back out west. I may get secondhand seismic waves, but I need something up close and a hot tectonic plate boundary is preferred. It would serve as a vent and help get energy flowing where I don't feel blocked in areas. This problem involving my reproductive health developed during the second year in Tennessee, U.S.A. I'm also thoroughly studying the intervals between significant seismic events worldwide, how close together a number of mag. 6+ earthquakes occur. It seems like I have been developing ovarian cysts every 2-3 months over the past 8 months. 

1.12.23

 I felt like I needed to do a little more research on understanding ovarian cysts. They usually form during ovulation. With the recent one that grew where I suffered an extremely painful rupture last month, it may have been there longer than when I first noticed it. It likely formed when I ovulated on November 4th and did not grow to become bothersome until around Thanksgiving. Cysts occur all the time and a lot of them do not grow to become problematic and can dissolve on their own. They can last up to several months and can go unnoticed. I first thought I might have had an endometrioma last time(not that that cannot be ruled out), but thought, it actually may have been in there longer and suddenly grew after a lot of major earthquake activity in the world. The two most excruciating ones I had may have been hemorrhagic cysts(having blood in them). I would not say an overabundance of large earthquakes in the world(or unusual lack of) would in and of itself cause a cyst. I theorize that there could be one already there and a sudden outbreak in significant activity would result in it growing and eventually rupturing. If this is the case, either this means I need to be in a seismically active place or get a major surgery to put an end to this. That is why I'm praying that I leave for Japan within the next year. I read that this can eventually lead to cancer if I keep having to sacrifice my health like this.

January 11, 2023

 I keep track of my menstrual cycle not for the purpose of starting a family, but for research. I am noticing more of a pattern with the global seismic activity and the effect it has on my hormones. I noticed before where I developed an ovarian cyst following a heavily seismically active month. There are different types of ovarian cysts from what I have read. I observed that the most painful ones were likely endometriomas or blood-filled cysts that must have formed during menstruation. I had two of those in the past year and those followed a month that had multiple magnitude 7+ events in the world. I'm afraid a new cyst formed in me about a week ago. It was very quiet in the world throughout December and during the first week of this month. I noticed that I did not ovulate. Missed ovulation can result in a follicular cyst. It is on my left side this time. I noticed the other day, following a magnitude 7.6 in the world(Tanimbar Islands region, Indonesia), I felt swollen where it felt like it had grown. That may have been the same thing that happened to me in September. However, there happened to be a lot of significant activity going on in the world during the week of ovulation and I remember ovulating. I'm not sure but I suspected a corpus luteum cyst was what I had that second time. I'm still not quite sure though. I don't know if I feel it right off the bat as to when a cyst first formed inside of me. This all started in the middle of last year. This did not immediately start happening when I first moved to Tennessee from California. It seems like one of those things that develop over time.

January 7, 2023

 This is the first post of the year and the first one I have made in a while. Before, I almost retired this blog, but realized that I still have more to discover. This time, I want to talk about the pain I feel in my side(left side) before earthquakes. In the past, I speculated that the severity of the pain may determine how large an earthquake might be. I'm beginning to conclude that the severity of the pain may not be relevant. On the morning of the July 4th earthquake(the mag. 6.4 foreshock) near Ridgecrest, California, I was feeling some pain, but it was not agonizing nor was it before the mainshock the next evening. I did think I was not in excruciating pain because it was not close enough. Now, I'm giving in to the possibility of it being the same as with a minor earthquake. Once I think about it, an earthquake is not instantly large. It can start out small and a fault or area can suddenly slip into a major rupture. Although, I'm not ruling out distance being a factor. Otherwise, it does not matter where I am. If I feel something, it is always wiser not to ignore it. Now that I'm no longer in an earthquake prone area, I do not feel sharp pains in my left side nearly as often as I did in California. Whenever I do feel that pain, it is most likely from a large earthquake from far away.