April 9, 2023

 I deleted a post I made last night because I was not sure what exactly was going on. I cannot be completely certain what exactly is going on inside my body. I do know that over the last 2 weeks, I developed another cyst. My hormones flared up again around the latter part of last month and started causing more problems and pain. On Friday afternoon at around 3 o'clock, I started feeling a sudden onset of cramping and burning pain in my pelvis, especially towards my right side. I was thinking my cyst had ruptured. However, the pain went on longer than usual. It lasted in waves for 3 hours. I felt completely bloated the following day. I then wondered if it did not pop, but grew a little causing an ovarian torsion as I felt some more cramping late yesterday. It did not last as long, but it was unusual. I felt a lot of pressure and discomfort in my lower abdomen. The overall pressure and discomfort reminded me of when I was on my period just moments before an earthquake. It made me wonder if there could possibly be something going on closer to me as there were signs of more activity in the central U.S. over the past few days. Most of it was in Oklahoma, though. I'm not sure how strong the connection is from there. I've been through that state once in my life, but never actually stayed there. I have also been having a feeling a lot of significant earthquake activity around the world is imminent within the coming week. I don't know if I will ever feel a full-on release in energy through my body here. There has not been anything going on anywhere near here that would be enough to get everything flowing. All this trapped energy from distant significant earthquakes feels like it led to me breaking out in ovarian cysts after a year. It has had an impact on my hormones. I have been trying to fight it off like a fire with apple cider vinegar. It worked somewhat. I feel like I have to do a lot more and change my diet. I don't generally eat poorly, but I feel like my body is sensitive to a lot of things. I finally got my matcha powder after what seemed like several months of being without it. That should help improve my health where I drink that instead of more coffee in the afternoon. I continued to do more research and learned another explanation for the severe cramping before period(I haven't started yet) can be caused by a cyst leakage. That might be the culprit. That gives me a sense of relief that it slowly leaked out fluid rather than a full-blown rupture. I'm guessing the tissue was thinner. That might be why these most recent ones were not as painful as the one in December. That rupture I had several months ago might have been a more deeply embedded cyst. With these last two, I would feel my tummy at night while laying down and would feel a little lump on one side. That may be a sign a cyst is not as deeply embedded. Last night, I went to bed scared fearing that my cyst did not rupture but grew, but then felt my lower belly and it felt more even on both sides. I also squeezed the affected area and it did not really hurt. I would be greatly relieved knowing it didn't become worse as I'm due to start anytime now and afraid of all that pain I could be in if the cyst had grown. I may be tender and bloated, but that is generally due to the menstrual cycle and not a sign of something growing in there.