It is overwhelming with what I have been going through with my body lately. It is like a dark secret I have to keep to myself and I don't know how much more of this I can take. I'm having a hard time with the cyst today. I noticed that I'm exhausted, irritable, and emotional today. I had to take a few minutes to cry it out some. Last night, I was feeling the lump in my lower abdomen(left side) and it was painful. On top of that, I'm constantly having dreams at night about being in Japan and later on something happening where I feel like something/someone keeps meddling with my insides. I felt the urge to post a new world earthquake watch this morning as it still feels like there may be more going on out there. This has already been an active month. I've been hoping it would rest, fearing it would make my cyst worse. There is some sort of blockage with energy going on. I concluded that catching seismic waves from large earthquakes around the world secondhand has led to these problems. I feel like I need something up close to thoroughly wring me out. Previously, I had 3 ovarian cysts that grew and ruptured over the past 8 months. I concluded that they happened to be after a heavily active month in terms of global seismic activity. I'm in a location that is blocked as it is far from any plate boundary, no venting. All that secondhand energy must affect stress and hormones where it eventually would lead to ovarian cysts developing. It again is some form of blockage where it is not going all the way through. It is like something trapped beneath the surface without an outlet. With this latest cyst, it first formed around New Years. December was a rather quiet month in the world, but it ended up resulting in failed ovulation. It did not cause problems right off the bat. It did not become bothersome until it grew following 2 major earthquakes in a row. There was even more significant activity later on.
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