I had a better night's sleep last night. Early this morning, I was starting to feel a throbbing in my ovarian cyst again and my side was also hurting a little. I woke up to find out that a magnitude 6.2 struck near the Chiba Prefecture, Japan. It has still been active out there. I was feeling better earlier this morning but then started to feel the bloating and pain worsen again. The dull aches and throbbing in my lower abdomen would come and go. I can really see the lump on the right side. It is very sore and tender. I'm feeling depressed and almost to the point of tears. It is a gross feeling to have a sac of fluid(possibly containing blood or other tissue) growing inside of you where you are swollen and in pain. I don't even want to talk about it with my loved ones and I don't want anyone touching me. I have been drinking the orange/apple cider vinegar with garlic elixir. I didn't expect it to cure it overnight, but it doesn't feel like it is getting better at this point. At least when I'm sitting down, my stomach is big. One thing that makes me feel a little better is that when I'm standing up, it doesn't look so bad. I don't have a gigantic cyst where I literally look totally pregnant as in rare cases. It also is assuring to feel the lump and while it is relatively smooth and firm, it can still be squishy unlike a solid mass with cancer. I don't try to squeeze it because one, it hurts, and two, I don't want to cause it to burst. I'm scared of that pain. It feels bigger than that nasty one I had back in December and I'm trying to get it under control. I have not had too much energy today. I did walk up and down the street since I can't ride my bicycle until this thing is gone.
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