April 29, 2023

 I have been feeling some sharp pains in my left side again today. I felt them deep in my ribs. I have also felt dizzy and overwhelmed lately. I'm also dealing with another ovarian cyst. It has been causing me problems again. I believe it was formed right after the last one had ruptured. I was thinking it did not go completely. It felt like it was largely a leak. It felt like it grew a few days ago when I ovulated. I ovulated on the side that had the cyst and that must have made it grow. There was also a lot of significant activity this past week. I drank some apple cider vinegar and ate some fruit this morning. I was tired of feeling helpless with this and want to be more proactive. I also am being careful not to make it sound like I have such poor health. I'm relatively healthy, but struggle with reproductive issues. Before in California, I had endometriosis really bad during periods. When I moved here, I still had some bad months that first year, but they settled down. It evolved into this last year. They seemed to be worse after an explosive month in terms of global seismic activity - multiple magnitude 7+ in a month. Someone might think I'm suffering from PCOS but I don't feel like I have multiple cysts, but one almost every month lately. I also don't seem to have any of the other symptoms of said condition. The most recent ones did not seem to take up a lot of room in my pelvis and were not as painful when they burst. This one feels like what I had in December in terms of the size. It isn't huge, but it is causing discomfort. I don't like looking at my stomach but I notice the swelling is a little more pronounced on one side(right). It is only when I'm sitting down when it is noticeable. It may also be the cyst that is making my side hurt. I have noticed that my cysts would rupture within a week or a few days before my period. I'm desperately trying to make this one shrink because I don't want to be in that excruciating pain again. I don't think catching the seismic waves from a distant big earthquake is working. It feels like it aggravates the problem. I really need to feel at least the frequency of a magnitude 3 or 4 close by to really get things going. Unfortunately, I'm no longer living in a place where that happens often at all.