May 24, 2023

 It feels like my cyst is at least the size of a baseball now. It suddenly got bigger today. This is the biggest one I ever had. It is the 6th one I've had over the past year - or I guess I can say fifth and a half. It is suspected to be the same one that reformed from the last rupture(or perhaps partial rupture) on Easter weekend last month. At around 11 a.m. or close to that time, I started feeling some severe pain in my lower abdomen. I first was thinking it was starting to split, but the pain didn't intensify and didn't hear the gurgling sounds of the fluids gushing out. I was feeling chills and was dizzy and felt sick to my stomach. I felt my cyst growing.

Taken on April 30th

I have been fragile lately. It is like I've been carrying a time bomb inside me, avoiding vigorous or strenuous activities. I have not been riding my bike or trying to lift anything that might be too heavy. When I'm alone, I take a look at my belly and can see the bulging more on the right side. I even noticed some veins on the right side of my lower abdomen because it is so swollen. My back hurts at times and I have not been sleeping well at night. I documented all the cysts I had in the past year that caused me a lot of pain. I was noticing a pattern where these would follow very busy seismic periods(after multiple magnitude 7+ worldwide over the past month). I'm not thinking they formed as a result, but grew to become problematic. It is sort of like the effect of an infection or sore that would fester from not being exposed to air and astringent. I have been cut off from a direct source of tectonic energy. There is a very low chance of me feeling a jarring set of seismic waves where I am now. It would not necessary have to be anything large, but just enough to get my blood and all flowing like it did back in California. This has that effect on my hormones. Cysts seem like they form and grow as a result of something being blocked or cut off yet low key energy seeps in which would only aggravate it. It is like a reversal of what happened in California.

May 22nd

California was a tectonic boundary, but it stayed locked up with no noticeable activity for long periods. I felt like it triggered endometriosis where it flared up with a fury after it had been quiet for a while. The cysts seem to resemble the consequence of being more sensitive to significant earthquakes all over the world from here(Tennessee is in the middle of a tectonic plate) and there are lots happening, but not getting to feel anything up close anymore. It has to be of a certain frequency to do it for me. I tried finding non-seismic sources, such as massage tools, but those can barely help. As I stated, I don't believe they form right as a lot of global activity is happening, but ones that have already formed can grow over time after there has been a lot of high activity worldwide. They can form when I fail to ovulate. It happened around New Year's after it had been rather quiet out there throughout December. I would feel it start to grow after several magnitude 7+ over the next several weeks and it popped in mid February just when I was about to begin menstruating. It resulted in a rather painful period. I felt like I've been getting these back-to-back since the start of this year. I noticed there were hardly any breaks in surges in world activity.

May 24th

There were times where it seemed to get better where I successfully felt like I shrunk a growing cyst, but that was when there was not that much going on and it eventually caught back up with me. It is hitting me harder than ever now. After thinking it was gone in mid April, I started feeling it again not long after that short period of relief. Towards the end of last month, I was already feeling like I was in trouble. Last weekend, it got worse. Now, it is the biggest I ever dealt with so far.