June 27, 2021

 There still is little going on in the world in terms of earthquake activity. There has been only a few mag. 5+ over the last couple of days. I was already feeling the affects today and being on the verge of starting. I'm extra tender and sensitive where it feels like splinters of glass are inside me. I cannot stretch a certain way without hurting. I also would feel it deep in my legs, even though that may not be endo-related. I was feeling some pain deep in my side earlier while I was attending 11 O'Clock mass today. I found myself feeling very irritable this afternoon where my temper flared up which does not happen that often anymore. It feels like there should be a lot of serious activity going on in the world any time now. I have been using a massager and plan on going for a walk this evening. I don't want to use the bike this time since I'm extra sensitive and sore now. I am also going to be meditating this evening and will not touch any of the spirits downstairs tonight. I may also skip having coffee in the morning or just drink one small cup and have decaf as a second cup. I ate some fruit this afternoon and drank lemon water. I have 6 days of ibuprofen in my system to help stave the onslaught of pain especially after a lack of seismic energy anywhere. The closest earthquakes that have happened this week to my area were about 100 miles away and were below magnitude 3. They also are not that frequent here either.

9:17 p.m.(CDT)

I went for a walk this evening. I was feeling some deep throbbing pains in my left side again. I feel extra sensitive, almost paranoid about feeling a sudden severe pain. I have felt random pains throughout my body all day, especially as I'm about to start and possibly experiencing issues with my blood and my nerves. I'm not necessarily saying that my body is now susceptible to disease and infection since I'm far away from any plate boundaries and have not been thoroughly combed by seismic waves in a while. There is definitely a big difference and while my hormones don't feel as unruly and the rage cooled down, I do not feel right inside. I'm planning to go on a trip to Alaska not long from now and I'm going to find out how I will fare there. It is a different tectonic setting than California and it has more earthquakes than California and numerous good-sized ones. As of right now, I know I need to be more proactive with my health and this situation. I certainly don't want to undergo another endo attack like I did last month again. I did not prepare my body well last time. I had some alcohol 5 nights in a row leading up to the period. I was thinking I would get away with it because there had recently been plenty of strong earthquakes in the world. Besides, I noticed there would have to be a lot going on in the days leading up to and during to flush out old trapped energy.