Breaking through the surface

 I have 4 days left until menstruation and I'm being extremely careful about what I put in my body. There has not been enough significant activity anywhere in the world this month and there was some more activity occurring in Southern California  yesterday. My insides are sore and I've been concerned. I have been taking NSAIDs everyday this week. I'm doing everything I can to avoid being in significant pain when my time comes. I was even worried about having chocolate cysts. I was already feeling some pelvic discomfort(felt like ovarian pain) and tender breasts on Sunday. I have been quite scared. I have also been concerned about my circulation. I saw some small bruises on my legs and did not recall injuring myself. I can often see dark veins in my hands, wrists, and feet. I have been feeling pressure and discomfort in my left side all day and yet my energy has been very low. It is not very easy to explain, but perhaps it all may be due to the fact that I'm far away from any sources of energy that break through the earth's surface. The closest fault systems are ancient and buried deep underneath the surface. I still do not know whether I'm really in trouble or not. All I know is that I feel an immense difference here compared to back in California. I remember having a really hard time whenever there were long periods of little or no seismic activity. I was extremely hormonal and I would go mad. I did not handle this move well at all as I was afraid it was not a good time to leave because it might finally start becoming more active there. I just hope it holds up longer at least until I get back there even for a visit. There is still not enough going on anywhere in the world yet and I feel very tired. I hope it starts up this weekend, but I also hope people out there stay safe. I of course don't want to be selfish where my comfort level is more important than possible lives being in danger out there. It is just something that happens to me. Last time, there may have been a strong earthquake somewhere, but I guess it wasn't quite enough in the days leading up to and during as there was not that much else going on. I also had alcohol 5 nights in a row and did not prepare well enough, so it eventually caught up with me later that evening after I first started. If being away from a tectonic plate boundary or any active source that comes all the way through the surface really is endangering my health, I'm guessing my solution would be to travel or at least move around as much as possible if moving somewhere active is not an available option at the time. Staying in the same place for a long period of time would be my worst enemy.