It seems like I mistook another flare-up of activity in the Salton Sea for more significant earthquake activity in the world. Overnight, a mag. 4.3 occurred and another surge of activity occurred there. I'm feeling some discomfort in my left side now. I'm not certain at this point whether it is coming from the ongoing activity there or somewhere else. It looks like the activity may just now be winding down there. I'm keeping my fingers crossed where I hope it doesn't start back up again. It is quite upsetting seeing the higher levels of activity there and media over there is hyping earthquake preparedness there now that I'm no longer there. The move to Tennessee was extremely difficult for me because back there I felt like I was so close. I was finally feeling like I may be getting closer to experiencing something new in that way. The move was totally unexpected and happened extremely fast. I was totally helpless and without any power over the situation. I did not have enough to stay and be on my own. Heaven knows if I were able to stay what I would be feeling today and over the past week. It has been torturous. I don't expect myself to make a living off of this or have a scientist listen to me. I at least would appreciate one person to take interest in my sensitivity to earthquakes and not dismiss me as another one of those loopy cases. I wish I were desired back over there where someone could borrow me or steal me for just a little while.
5:08 p.m.(CDT)
I have been feeling some mild pain in my left side over the past 20 minutes. It looks like there is still a lot of activity occurring in Southern California. I do not have a good feeling right now. I'm feeling nervous now. I'm not saying I'm afraid a large earthquake is going to happen there any time now, but I hope it starts settling down. It has not been too active elsewhere in the world, though there may still be a lot going on out there any time now.
7:47 p.m.(CDT)
It has especially been a strange day with the fact that those clusters of small quakes were going on in California once more and no significant activity going on anywhere else in the world. I realize why I was so scared when I found out we were moving out of there this year. I had a feeling Southern CA was finally about to enter a more active period. I'm hoping it is within the next several years and not now where it is steadily getting there. I'm feeling a sense of dread and urgency to be there again. I've been feeling some pain and constant discomfort in my left side. I have been feeling irritated and despondent. I feel like I cannot sit too comfortably because it feels as though I have a mass in my side sometimes. I'm not saying that I'm believing that this could be it. I'm just really wishing I was there now. I see these earthquake preparedness articles popping up frequently in the LA Times on Twitter. It is a good thing where it would make people more aware in case something serious does happen. I feel like I cannot wait that much longer to go back. At least taking trips there in the meantime would help.
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