June 29, 2021

 Right after I made last night's post, I was suddenly assailed by some terrible pain. Just when I thought I made it through day 1 of my period without any severe pain, I was mistaken. It did not last long, though. It was around 10 p.m. I had to go downstairs and go outside to ground myself and that started providing a little relief. I was nearly in tears forlornly wishing I could feel the ground move where it can push all of that out of me. I felt I at least needed a source that could produce the deep frequency vibrations for pain relief. I'm considering looking for a place that provides vibration therapy. I'm not sure how well an artificial source would help, but it may be worth the try if earthquakes rarely happen in this area. I'm fearful for my health. There has not been a major increase in earthquake activity around the world in a long time and I'm feeling the effects of it for sure. I guess I will have to work a little harder next month if it falls quiet in the days leading up to that time. I plan to do some exercises to improve my core strength and plan on being more disciplined in what I put in my body - really watching my caffeine and alcohol consumption. I'm feeling motivated to push the five days of not having one drink at night. I did a good job not having anything on Sunday evening like I normally would. I had a drink on Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday night last week. I could have done better than that. I should have had no coffee at all unless it was decaf yesterday morning. I should have not had one piece of candy or one bite of red meat and made sure whatever I was eating had no dairy in it. This doesn't mean I can drink 3-4 cups of coffee, have a drink 4 nights out of the week, and eat more soy and consume more sugar and less healthy foods throughout the month until my luteal phase swings back around. It starts now. I really have to start making some drastic changes here to improve my quality of life if the energy here in Tennessee is not doing it for me.

June 28, 2021

 I made it through the day without an endometriosis attack. I may have not been pain free all day, but I did not experience severe pain. I had loaded up on ibuprofen in the days leading up and alkalized my body as best as I could. There was still no significant earthquake activity going on anywhere in the world all day. I feel good about how I was being more proactive about my condition. I meditated listening to binaural beats and ate enough fruit and stayed hydrated. At around 6 p.m., I suddenly found myself getting very tired(even though my energy has been quite low all day; Getting out of bed was hard and I was initially depressed upon waking up). I was afraid as sudden exhaustion is a precursor of an endo flare-up, so I raced down to the kitchen and squeezed two lemons into a tall glass of water. I also took tumeric earlier which is also anti-inflammatory. I felt random pains in my legs and arms a lot today. I also felt some sharp pains in my side over the last hour. I'm not sure what exactly is going on. I have been extremely confused and in a brain fog lately, but that may have to do with my cycle. I believe the lack of seismic waves from all over may have exacerbated it all. This has happened before. The premenstrual symptoms hit me hard this time as there has not been a surge in significant activity around the world in a while, let alone anything close by. Old trapped energy and no full release can be a great source of pain and problems breaking out. I may have not had a bad flare-up of pain like last time, but it was still hard. I was so sore and sensitive all day and exhausted. I was still hurting, but it could have been worse. The massager can help only for a few minutes. The vibrations from that can end up irritating it all after a while. There has to be a certain frequency of vibrations to relieve my pain. That is why I would hope for an earthquake to happen close by. It of course didn't have to be big, but it had to be close enough for me to thoroughly feel those waves comb through me deeply. I felt very sad knowing that I would even more less likely experience that here.

June 27, 2021

 There still is little going on in the world in terms of earthquake activity. There has been only a few mag. 5+ over the last couple of days. I was already feeling the affects today and being on the verge of starting. I'm extra tender and sensitive where it feels like splinters of glass are inside me. I cannot stretch a certain way without hurting. I also would feel it deep in my legs, even though that may not be endo-related. I was feeling some pain deep in my side earlier while I was attending 11 O'Clock mass today. I found myself feeling very irritable this afternoon where my temper flared up which does not happen that often anymore. It feels like there should be a lot of serious activity going on in the world any time now. I have been using a massager and plan on going for a walk this evening. I don't want to use the bike this time since I'm extra sensitive and sore now. I am also going to be meditating this evening and will not touch any of the spirits downstairs tonight. I may also skip having coffee in the morning or just drink one small cup and have decaf as a second cup. I ate some fruit this afternoon and drank lemon water. I have 6 days of ibuprofen in my system to help stave the onslaught of pain especially after a lack of seismic energy anywhere. The closest earthquakes that have happened this week to my area were about 100 miles away and were below magnitude 3. They also are not that frequent here either.

9:17 p.m.(CDT)

I went for a walk this evening. I was feeling some deep throbbing pains in my left side again. I feel extra sensitive, almost paranoid about feeling a sudden severe pain. I have felt random pains throughout my body all day, especially as I'm about to start and possibly experiencing issues with my blood and my nerves. I'm not necessarily saying that my body is now susceptible to disease and infection since I'm far away from any plate boundaries and have not been thoroughly combed by seismic waves in a while. There is definitely a big difference and while my hormones don't feel as unruly and the rage cooled down, I do not feel right inside. I'm planning to go on a trip to Alaska not long from now and I'm going to find out how I will fare there. It is a different tectonic setting than California and it has more earthquakes than California and numerous good-sized ones. As of right now, I know I need to be more proactive with my health and this situation. I certainly don't want to undergo another endo attack like I did last month again. I did not prepare my body well last time. I had some alcohol 5 nights in a row leading up to the period. I was thinking I would get away with it because there had recently been plenty of strong earthquakes in the world. Besides, I noticed there would have to be a lot going on in the days leading up to and during to flush out old trapped energy.

June, 26, 2021

 I felt a sudden burning pain in my side at 5:30. I felt some mild pressure earlier, but there has yet to be a lot going on in the world. I'm also preparing as my time is almost here. I could be starting Monday or even tomorrow. I'm having no alcohol tonight. It would not be worth suffering an endo flare-up later on. It is especially dangerous as there has been so little going on in the world in terms of earthquakes - nothing to really flush out the old stagnant energy and trapped energy from flare-ups of seismic activity back in Southern California. There may be a few very small quakes in Tennessee every other day or every few days, but they are mostly still too small and not close enough to thoroughly get me.

Breaking through the surface

 I have 4 days left until menstruation and I'm being extremely careful about what I put in my body. There has not been enough significant activity anywhere in the world this month and there was some more activity occurring in Southern California  yesterday. My insides are sore and I've been concerned. I have been taking NSAIDs everyday this week. I'm doing everything I can to avoid being in significant pain when my time comes. I was even worried about having chocolate cysts. I was already feeling some pelvic discomfort(felt like ovarian pain) and tender breasts on Sunday. I have been quite scared. I have also been concerned about my circulation. I saw some small bruises on my legs and did not recall injuring myself. I can often see dark veins in my hands, wrists, and feet. I have been feeling pressure and discomfort in my left side all day and yet my energy has been very low. It is not very easy to explain, but perhaps it all may be due to the fact that I'm far away from any sources of energy that break through the earth's surface. The closest fault systems are ancient and buried deep underneath the surface. I still do not know whether I'm really in trouble or not. All I know is that I feel an immense difference here compared to back in California. I remember having a really hard time whenever there were long periods of little or no seismic activity. I was extremely hormonal and I would go mad. I did not handle this move well at all as I was afraid it was not a good time to leave because it might finally start becoming more active there. I just hope it holds up longer at least until I get back there even for a visit. There is still not enough going on anywhere in the world yet and I feel very tired. I hope it starts up this weekend, but I also hope people out there stay safe. I of course don't want to be selfish where my comfort level is more important than possible lives being in danger out there. It is just something that happens to me. Last time, there may have been a strong earthquake somewhere, but I guess it wasn't quite enough in the days leading up to and during as there was not that much else going on. I also had alcohol 5 nights in a row and did not prepare well enough, so it eventually caught up with me later that evening after I first started. If being away from a tectonic plate boundary or any active source that comes all the way through the surface really is endangering my health, I'm guessing my solution would be to travel or at least move around as much as possible if moving somewhere active is not an available option at the time. Staying in the same place for a long period of time would be my worst enemy.

June 23, 2021

 Last night at approximately 8:08 p.m.(CDT), I suddenly started feeling some deep throbbing pains in my left side. Just over an hour later, a mag. 5.8 occurred in Peru. There was some more significant activity potentially increasing, but that was it. So far, June has been a relatively uneventful month in terms of earthquakes around the world. There may be a lot going on either by the end of this month or early July at this point. There is a chance it could start up today or tomorrow. Meanwhile, I'm preparing for my time of the month. I am trying not to mention that often, but I have a condition where I have to take better care of my body to avoid a painful flare-up. Those can be very disruptive. I'm due on Monday and I already started experiencing premenstrual symptoms a week ahead. I tend to feel off which is not a good thing. I was frustrated earlier yesterday as I could not make out what may be going on in terms of earthquakes anywhere. However, I felt something again that evening. It just has been an overall uneventful month. I have been tweaking with the colors and design of my avatars on Twitter constantly as I was so bored. While I'm preparing for my period, I'm avoiding dairy as much as possible, restricting red meat(drinking beef broth and eating eggs and chicken instead), and limiting my coffee and alcohol consumption. I chose different nights to have a drink and will not be having any alcohol on Saturday or Sunday night since I'm due on Monday. I got myself some cinnamon schnapps and sip it sparingly before going to bed. Tuesday, Wednesday, and Friday were the nights I have chosen for that guilty pleasure. I'm also taking ibuprofen daily in the days leading up to it before my body starts producing the bad prostaglandins. I know many people may not be interested in this and it may be off-putting to some, but it is important that I get that issue under control where it will not be interfering with my connection. I especially want to be more disciplined in preparing for that time in case there has not been enough earthquake activity going on and old stagnant energy is a primary cause of pain.

June 21, 2021

 I felt some pain and tenderness in my side on and off since yesterday as some more significant earthquake activity finally started to occur in the world. I know that this week, I'm going to have to really be disciplined and watch every little thing I put in my body as I'm due to menstruate next Monday. I cannot afford another flare-up like that. It doesn't really matter how many moderate to significant earthquakes are happening in the world, if I don't prepare well enough, I'm going to be in a lot of pain at some point. I was in hardly any pain that day up until around 6-7 p.m. I was suddenly feeling extremely tired in the 2 hours leading to the flare-up of pain. Fatigue is a precursor to a painful endo flare-up. These things can be extremely disruptive. I want to take my sensitivity to earthquakes further by doing things that will aide my wellbeing.

June 19, 2021

 I have woken up to some acute somatic pains in my left side running up my ribs. So far, a magnitude 5.8 struck the Fiji region at 6:59(CDT) this morning. It has been very quiet all month. I noticed that I was battling with depression on and off all week. I felt so depressed last night. I could not think about California or L.A. without being hit by severe pangs of homesickness and FOMO. I may not be mentioning my menstrual cycle very often anymore, but sometimes it might be necessary. I was very scared yesterday and last night. My ovulation phase has ended and I have been feeling some pelvic pain and tenderness in the breasts. I was afraid I may have an ovarian cyst. That trapped stagnant energy and trapped energy from all that recent activity back in Southern CA could lead to more issues there or at least exacerbate an already existing issue. I was not feeling right all day yesterday and last night. I am just now feeling better as I wake up this morning. There could finally be more going on in the world in terms of significant earthquake activity.

June 16, 2021

 I noticed that I have been depressed and experiencing low energy over the past week. It has not felt like it was getting very active anywhere in the world for a while. That combined with the heavy flare-ups of seismic activity in Southern California that went on for days has created some problems for me here. I have felt lost and beleaguered and I'm trying to find more motivation. I'm attempting to make myself work harder and be more productive. There is a chance where a lot of activity could start taking place in the world any time now, but at the same time, this could draw out into next week at this rate.

June 13, 2021

 I have been feeling a lot of pressure and discomfort in my left side all day. There continues to be more small quakes occurring frequently in Southern CA, in the Salton Sea area. A mag. 3.2 occurred earlier today. When I was in church, I felt a minor pain in my side and some deep vibrations. I later discovered a few small quakes popped up in the New Madrid Seismic Zone area - a 2.5 occurred near Ridgely, TN at 11:51. I'm still feeling some minor pain and discomfort in my side. There still has not much anything significant going on anywhere in the world. There should likely be a mag. 6+ somewhere within the next 5 days at this point.

June 12, 2021

 It seems like I mistook another flare-up of activity in the Salton Sea for more significant earthquake activity in the world. Overnight, a mag. 4.3 occurred and another surge of activity occurred there. I'm feeling some discomfort in my left side now. I'm not certain at this point whether it is coming from the ongoing activity there or somewhere else. It looks like the activity may just now be winding down there. I'm keeping my fingers crossed where I hope it doesn't start back up again. It is quite upsetting seeing the higher levels of activity there and media over there is hyping earthquake preparedness there now that I'm no longer there. The move to Tennessee was extremely difficult for me because back there I felt like I was so close. I was finally feeling like I may be getting closer to experiencing something new in that way. The move was totally unexpected and happened extremely fast. I was totally helpless and without any power over the situation. I did not have enough to stay and be on my own. Heaven knows if I were able to stay what I would be feeling today and over the past week. It has been torturous. I don't expect myself to make a living off of this or have a scientist listen to me. I at least would appreciate one person to take interest in my sensitivity to earthquakes and not dismiss me as another one of those loopy cases. I wish I were desired back over there where someone could borrow me or steal me for just a little while.

5:08 p.m.(CDT)

I have been feeling some mild pain in my left side over the past 20 minutes. It looks like there is still a lot of activity occurring in Southern California. I do not have a good feeling right now. I'm feeling nervous now. I'm not saying I'm afraid a large earthquake is going to happen there any time now, but I hope it starts settling down. It has not been too active elsewhere in the world, though there may still be a lot going on out there any time now.

7:47 p.m.(CDT)

It has especially been a strange day with the fact that those clusters of small quakes were going on in California once more and no significant activity going on anywhere else in the world. I realize why I was so scared when I found out we were moving out of there this year. I had a feeling Southern CA was finally about to enter a more active period. I'm hoping it is within the next several years and not now where it is steadily getting there. I'm feeling a sense of dread and urgency to be there again. I've been feeling some pain and constant discomfort in my left side. I have been feeling irritated and despondent. I feel like I cannot sit too comfortably because it feels as though I have a mass in my side sometimes. I'm not saying that I'm believing that this could be it. I'm just really wishing I was there now. I see these earthquake preparedness articles popping up frequently in the LA Times on Twitter. It is a good thing where it would make people more aware in case something serious does happen. I feel like I cannot wait that much longer to go back. At least taking trips there in the meantime would help.

June 10, 2021

I have noticed that I have felt some pains in my side on and off since yesterday evening. There was still more activity going on in Southern California and there were a couple of micro quakes near Ridgely, Tennessee overnight. I'm not sure if that would have to do with anything I have been feeling giving how far away and tiny those events were - too small to even be an event at all. It is a mystery as to what something from that area which is 200 miles away or any other intraplate events surrounding the state would be like. I wonder if an earthquake from over 100 miles away would be more painful than anything I ever felt in California in the 8 years I have lived there. The biggest I felt was the 2019 Ridgecrest events which were roughly 100 miles away from my location in Lake Arrowhead and across numerous faults, including the Garlock fault. In the Eastern side of the United States, rocks are cooler and not broken up like the West Coast and seismic waves are felt at greater distances out on this side of the country. Otherwise, there has not been very much going on in the world. I may feel some pain and tenderness in my left side, but my energy has been relatively low. I have also felt some dizzy spells, weakness, and feeling like I'm moving through molasses. The pain and all that may be tied to the connection in Southern CA. However, it may start becoming more significantly active in parts of the world again any day now.

June 7, 2021

 There was an ongoing swarm taking place in Southern California over the last 2 days. It was where the Brawley Seismic Zone is. I noticed that I have been experiencing some moodiness, headaches, and some mild pain and discomfort in my left side each time some more activity started to flare up again. It sort of feels as though I have been mortally wounded in a way over the last 11 years. It occurred to me that the moment I set foot on a plate boundary, that sealed the deal for me that I cannot last anywhere far away from a tectonic plate boundary for too long. After my first trip to CA in Fall 2009, I was really struggling in Florida. I waited 3 years before I got out there again. The trips to Tennessee in the meantime may have helped somewhat. I remember feeling quite anxious and just did not feel right inside. I've been here in Tennessee for 3 months now and I have been concerned about my circulation. I could be having problems there. I experienced the deep leg pains shortly after we arrived in March. I also have been very cold in this house. I woke up and my legs were tingling and almost asleep. There was nothing laying on my legs either overnight. Essentially, I don't feel right here. I may have entertained eventually moving back here when I was feeling nostalgic especially during Autumn, but I realized I'm not really where I'm meant to be. Sure I am here to help with my Granddad after my Grandma passing away recently, but I am not meant to stay here for too long. Moving back to one's childhood home and reliving the good old times is not for everyone. I'm not married and raising children of my own. I'm just the daughter that helps around and then I move on to live my own life. I will always remain close and in touch with my family. I just really need my own life. I'm hoping some kind of medical emergency prompts me to go back sooner. I am becoming more convinced that this has that kind of impact on me.

June 5, 2021

 I woke up feeling pressure in my left side. There is a swarm underway in Southern California's Imperial Valley. I also noticed that I have been having a mild headache. I'm feeling more pressure to go back there. Every time activity heats up over there, it does that to me. It is hard. Even though what is going on over there is not anything I have not already experienced, it feels that way from here. It is not a very good feeling at all. These swarms come and go. It was due for another swarm. I do not feel like I can last here very long. If I cannot get back over there soon enough, traveling in the meantime would be an option. I realized that once I set foot there for the first time, it was the point of no return. I feel like if I were forced to live somewhere far away from a tectonic plate boundary, I would eventually have to move back. It could be putting extra stress on me as I feel cut off and pulled in multiple directions.

4:14 p.m.(CDT)

My headache has gotten a little worse. I have been drinking enough water today. My side also hurts a little too now. I'm not sure whether it is coming from the persistent activity in Southern California or potential energy elsewhere. I just have not been feeling well today. I have felt very weak and lightheaded all day.

Reaching Out

I was afraid that it was somewhat bold of me to give this thing a name months ago, calling it seismopathy. I am being careful trying to be modest about it. I certainly don't want to come across like I'm thinking I have some gift that nobody else has. Of course other people can be sensitive to this. I am putting this out there more hoping to run across someone who experiences the same thing I do in relation to earthquakes wherever I am. I'm glad that I did not get in trouble on social media with this, but I'm aware that there are people out there who are very skeptical and would not be afraid to state their opinion. I may sometimes get negative attention every now and then, but I want to assure you all that I'm not one of those people who make prophecies or believe they have supernatural powers. At the same time, I know I'm not imagining any of this. It is a very complex, complicated thing that I have developed over the last decade especially due to where all I have been.

I believe with all my heart that there are other people out there like me. I'm sure there are those who are not aware of it. I have been so aware of it because I happen to have a passion involving earthquakes. It is my favorite subject in the world. Someone may argue how it may be that other way around and that I'm only thinking I have these things happen because I'm so intensely interested in earthquakes. I would always feel something before an earthquake every time. I have taken notes and written these things down, so again, I am not imagining all of this. I believe have been predisposed to this my entire life. It was my first trip to California - first time making physical contact with a plate boundary - that ignited it. At the same time, I'm not sure whether or not I have been that sensitive to seismic activity all along. It was not until 2008 when I became interested in earthquakes. My first trip to CA was in 2009. It is very complicated because here in Tennessee, I can get distant, large earthquakes confused with smaller, closer ones. It is a laundry list of what this all entails. I'm going to narrow the physiological symptoms down to flank pain and raised energy levels.

Otherwise, I could end up being dismissed as another crackpot. When it comes to these other aches and pains, people would tell me That could be anything which can also be true. I cannot blame everything on whatever is going on deep inside the Earth. Until I start being more proactive about my health, I need to leave my menses out of it from now on. There is still a lot of stigma out there about it and it tends to be an uncomfortable subject. I doubt any men would be interested in subscribing to my blog. Although the energy from deep in the ground can affect almost everything in my body, I need to simplify it to the main symptoms I experience prior to an increase in activity - be it local or bigger events around the world.

I am aware that I have a coexisting health condition and I got a tad ahead of myself by getting my monthly cycle involved especially after what happened to me a year ago. I was in some significant pain, but instantly felt relief as soon as the seismic waves hit. I should have left it at that. It is like someone grabbing and pulling something attached to me and the tighter it is, the more it hurts. Once it is released, I'm thrown back and feel better than ever. That is what it feels like before and after an earthquake hits, at least from my own experience. When it comes to these scary symptoms where I felt severe pain or being away from a plate boundary after living there for 8 years and now worried about my circulatory system, I feel isolated. I have not known anyone else with the same experience and I don't know how many people out there would be open to this. I could go to a doctor and they may not find anything. I have very much been alone with this.

Geological Influence

 I learned a long time ago how the geology and composition of the land would hugely impact the effects of seismic waves. I also discovered how the geological layout and energy can impact me. I in fact discovered this about myself when I was still living in Florida ten years ago. When I was living in Florida, I realized I was more acutely sensitive to strong earthquakes from all over the world. I was feeling some acute pain in my left side before an outbreak in significant activity in the world. It would happen every time. The earth there is comprised of mostly loose sand and sedimentary rocks. It is also a very wet and flat place. I noticed that I did not like it there very much at all. It is one of the least seismically active places and I remember my energy being low and I was depressed a lot and irritable. In California, on a plate boundary, I felt more athletic and strong. After a while however, when there was a lot of strain and no release of any energy for periods of time, it made me more aggressive and moody. I even experienced intense anger, even fits of rage at certain points. I'm hoping that there is a good reason other than family as to why I moved away from there. I wonder if it was slowly affecting my health with it going so long without a significant earthquake where if it were to stay like that much longer, I would end up stroking out. I remember there being times where it got so bad that I had strong desires to travel. All I know is that I really want to be there for when the day finally comes where Southern California starts having more violent activity. Experts have been saying that there should be a major quake in Southern CA within the next 20-30 years. Chances are, it could end up being a while. It did not change after I left in March. Now that I'm not there, I'm hoping it stays like that until I come back. Anyway, I noticed that it is a completely different vibe here in Tennessee. I feel more vulnerable and emotionally sensitive to the point where it can be quite uncomfortable. This region is mainly made up of limestone and it is also a very cavernous state. Limestone can register vibrations from around the world, so that explains how I'm more acutely sensitive to earthquakes from around the world in these areas. It is no wonder I'm so interested in traveling to different places to experience their energy.

Summary: 6/2/21

 I know that I did not do a very good job preparing my body for menstruation the other day. It started out light with almost no pain at all, then I suddenly was hit by extreme fatigue, and then was in some serious pain later on that evening. Before, I have observed that I would feel less pain when there has been a lot of activity going on - whether it be local small quakes or larger ones in parts of the world. Monday was not a very quiet day. There was a mag. 6 in Alaska and a few moderate quakes in parts of the world, but that was it. 2 weeks earlier, there was a lot of heavy activity going on in one day. It then became quiet the next week. I know I have a health condition and from now on, I need to take better care of myself and be more disciplined with my health so I will be more successful at determining these things. Then I figured that since I have been here, I have felt more pain and discomfort during that time of the month whenever there was a lot of activity going on back in Southern CA. It seems to affect me that way here. I would feel anxious, agitated, with some mild pain or discomfort in my side, but it is worse when it lands around that time. Perhaps if I were back there, it would be the complete opposite when numerous and frequent small quakes were occurring. When it comes to being sensitive to large quakes from around the world, I was feeling overwhelmed that day when there was a lot of serious activity going on at once. You've heard the phrase What goes up must come down? The following week when it all fell quiet, especially entering the luteal phase of my cycle, I became extremely depressed. I believe all that activity happening in one day may have amplified my hormones. It was during the ovulating phase where my estrogen levels peaked. High estrogen can lead to more pain during periods.