May 5, 2020

8:55 A.M.(PDT)

I'm just now calming down after a very emotional morning. My PMS symptoms have really flared up big time and I felt very bad about it. The lag in activity here and significant activity elsewhere in the world exacerbated it all. Well, the meltdown has ended and I'm starting to feel some relief. I feel rather apprehensive when I mention my menstrual cycle. PMS is often a convenient butt-of-jokes - a handy way to dismiss emotional expression as a transient byproduct of biology. I include that because it is affected by this connection to whatever is going on deep in the ground far and wide. 
It has a major effect on both my physical and mental/emotional state and that includes hormones. I started taking St. John's Wort on the last day of the ovulation phase because I tend to become extremely depressed about a week before the bleeding. The only times where I was not feeling bad during my luteal phase was whenever there was a lot of significant activity going on in the world and/or more activity happening here. I try to keep that particular area of my body's functions to a minimum on here for I am aware it may be off-putting to some people and is often seen as a joke - as though it is something to be ashamed or embarrassed about.
Back to the other symptoms, my left side has felt kind of numb this morning. There is one small spot of tenderness a little further up the side of my ribs.

6:02 P.M.(PDT)

I just now felt a brief somatic type of pain in my left side. I am beginning to feel more tender there so far. I have been feeling more energized later today as some more significant activity started taking place in the world. I'm also beginning to feel some pain in my right knee just now as well. I am also starting to feel dizzy as well.

8:21 P.M.(PDT)

I am feeling some more acute pains in my left side so far. A magnitude 2.6 occurred near Barstow at 7:57 and there has been some more activity heating up around Southern California this evening so far. I have been also feeling some phantom deep vibrations all evening. My left side is also becoming sore again.