May 28, 2020

6:39 A.M.(PDT)

So far, I may be full of energy, but I am feeling very irritable. There may be a lot going on in terms of more significant earthquake activity in the world, but not enough here in Southern CA. Late last night, it was beginning to show signs of it increasing out here, but then it stopped. It may look like I'm just simply bored, frustrated, and unsatisfied wishing something exciting could happen, but it is wired into my system. I don't even have to look at the real-time activity to tell whether much is going on or not. 
It can be total torture. I do my very best to hide my frustration and anger. I don't want to come off unpleasant and mean. It is so hard dealing with this because I become extremely angry. I would have violent outbursts when I'm alone - It would involve uncontrolled screaming, shouting(including usage of profane language), pounding on walls, throwing objects, but I would never hurt or threaten anyone. It can be very painful. The only sense of relief I'm feeling is on the periphery as it is active in parts of the world, but there is still very little going on here. 
It was beginning to show signs of becoming more significantly active here earlier this month. Magnitude 3s were happening everyday, but now it is back down to a trickle. What I'm doing may be unorthodox, but I still believe people should take me seriously. This is a real thing. I am just now feeling some pressure in my side. I did not feel any pain or discomfort there at all when I woke up earlier.

10:28 A.M.(PDT)

I have just started feeling some more pressure and pain in my left side over the last 15-20 minutes. I also felt some briefly in my right side and in my back.

4:15 P.M.(PDT)

I just started feeling some acute pains in my left side and dizziness.