The Next Thing

 I was having a hard time from this move, but I'm just now finally accepting the situation. I at least try to assure myself that what I was on the quest to find was actually not there in California. It may happen to me somewhere else or when I go back there another time. We had no family around or anyone we could entrust to watch our house and cats if we were to go on a trip somewhere. We could not travel at all. It was the same thing everyday, every week. We would be exhausted from the commute to work and back 5 days a week. We hardly ever felt like going on outings anywhere. Everything was shut down last year too and L.A. is no longer what it was when I first came there. Here, I'm able to travel. I have my sights strongly set on Japan. I don't have to worry about waiting until I'm 50 for the day to come when I finally experience what a major earthquake is like up close. Chances are, the big one in Southern California may not actually happen any time soon. I'm at least hoping that. It felt like something was finally coming up and there were changes that took place after the events near Ridgecrest in Summer 2019, but more or less, it overall remained mostly quiet in the Southland. There was not another big event like that the following year. I would probably have a better chance finally experiencing something more powerful somewhere else if I happen to be there at the right time and place. I would hope to partially live in Japan. I would like to stay there for long enough periods where I would have a greater chance to experience something. In the meantime, I can keep track of what is happening all over the world from here. I can also learn as much as I can about the two seismic zones in TN. I'm certain that this is my destiny. It would not make sense otherwise. I discovered a lot in California and the effects of the energy and activity it had on my body as well as my mental state. Perhaps I need to go somewhere else to take it to the next level because there probably may not be much else going on back over there for a while, at least not anything I have not already experienced. I'm hoping that is the case. I just am striving to have faith.