I realize that perhaps the reason why I was hardly feeling any menstrual pain earlier today had to do with the fact that there was a lot of activity going on in the world overnight and this morning. Then, it grew somewhat quiet again as there was due to be more. I also was feeling aggravated earlier as more activity was increasing in Southern California earlier today. It could be a variety of things related to that, but the bottom line is that I have a serious condition that I need to be more proactive about. I have not been very good to myself in the days leading up to starting and I ended up paying for it later on at some point. It hit like a tsunami following an unusual receding of the tide. I also wonder if being out here has made it worse. I was not experiencing much pain at first, but after more time being here, I started having some problems. Stress can make you ill for sure. The overall seismic activity around the world or nearby can more or less influence what goes on with that time each month. It is very complicated. There was a major outbreak in significant activity the other week where so much happened in one day. Then it was totally quiet everywhere the following week up until late last night or early this morning, but there was not much else after that. I remember the day there was all that activity with the major quake in China, I ended up feeling completely overwhelmed later on. There was so much going on in one day. It was like a spike and then a dip. I became quite depressed the following week when there was little going on anywhere again. I feel that I would be far better off on a plate boundary where the senses are more concentrated in the local region instead of being spread apart everywhere.
Physiological symptoms I experience that coincide with earthquake activity near and far. I have long noticed a connection. I document it all here.
Monday, May 31, 2021
Health Crisis
My period came this morning, but I was feeling almost no pain and the flow was very light. I was thinking It must have been because there had been enough strong earthquake activity in the world over the past 2 weeks and there was some more significant activity out there this morning. This has happened, but it is not always the case. An abundant amount of earthquakes - whether it be after a number of smaller earthquakes in the area or a number of strong earthquakes elsewhere in the world - is not going to stop a painful endo flare-up from happening, not after I have not prepared well before my period was due. I had alcohol 5 nights in a row leading up to today. I was overall ill-prepared, didn't monitor everything I ate over the past week, and I thought I would get away with it. It caught up with me this evening. I don't have ordinary bad periods. I have a condition. I have to be more proactive about it. These flare-ups can be extremely disruptive. If I want to really hone my sensitivity to earthquake energy from around the world, I need to avoid doing anything that is going to make me sick where it would interfere with that. I was feeling so far, so good earlier today. Then by 5 p.m., I was suddenly extremely tired. Then the pain started to set in and worsen by 6 to 7. I felt like I had needles in me down there. It hurt just to use the bathroom. I struggled to urinate without it hurting. I may have deep infiltrating endometriosis. I feel sore and it hurts to cough. I feel like I have been beaten with a bat. I took a soothing epsom salt bath when the pain started to subside a little. It helped. I am still extremely tender and sensitive right now. I felt that way after an earthquake, but this was not in a good way. I did read somewhere that extreme fatigue is a warning sign of an endo flare-up. I'm not a hypochondriac by any means, but I have also been concerned about my vascular system since moving here. I have been wondering if being relocated here has harmed me in that way. The severe pain deep in my calves waking up in the morning, that day I suddenly got extremely light-headed and nearly passed out, and more visible veins has gotten my attention. Right now, I'm focused on the problem I'm having right now. All I know is that I'm going to sleep very well tonight as exhausted as I am. I simply have not been taking good enough care of my body. I have been drinking more often than before since I moved. I may have been drinking more to cope with this situation. I am not an alcoholic or a binge drinker, but I seriously need to put more days in between and make sure I only have a little on nights I decide to have a drink. I also have to monitor everything I eat and filter foods that are known to trigger endo attacks.
Saturday, May 29, 2021
May 29, 2021
It feels like it may start heating up in parts of the world again in terms of earthquake activity. I have felt some pain in my side on and off all day. I was not feeling a lot of pain but I was feeling things. However, my energy was very low. It did not feel like much was going to take place until later like tomorrow or a few days from now. I have also felt some pains all over this evening. They hit me like little shockwaves - sudden and random. It was like my nervous system almost caught fire. I even felt pain in my head, behind my eye on the left side, radiating into my mouth. I'm not sure what is going on.
Thursday, May 27, 2021
May 27, 2021
I have been feeling some pain in my left side over the last hour. There was some minor activity occurring in Southern California today. Otherwise, it has still been very quiet in terms of activity around the world. I noticed that I have been depressed on and off. It is like I hit a crash after experiencing an intense high from the extreme levels of seismic activity in the world last week. Now it has been very quiet and I have been experiencing a depression. I am also aware that I'm in the luteal phase of my cycle and I tend to suffer from depression during that time while I feel my absolute best in the middle of my cycle. This is probably exacerbating it all. I have taken moving out here away from California pretty hard. I especially took it hard because I was told by my parents before that they were not going to be living there forever and I needed to go out and work or do more to where I would have enough to support myself on my own. I ended up continuing to not do enough until it was too late. I asked myself Did I just not take them seriously or was I so arrogant and foolish that I ignored it and continued waiting around for nothing? I will not beat myself up about it anymore. I did not think something like this would happen that quickly. It was unexpected. My parents did not seem like they were in any hurry to move back. We had this big beautiful house in the mountains and had all this new furniture and decor. They even told me that they were not able to just pick up and leave and that was recent. After my Grandma's funeral, they suddenly decided to sell the house and move. I still wish I could have done much more much sooner, but at the same time, there is no sense ruing about what I didn't do. We learn and grow from our mistakes and failures. I also needed this time with my Grandfather. I am evolving as a person. I am now feeling more motivated than ever. I am planning to get back to California when I have everything I need. I know it might take 2 or 3 years. That is about how long it was between my very first trip to CA and us moving there in December 2012. It also may not be that long. Things can happen very quick. Art is already my strong point, so it should not take me very long to get really good in animation. These days, it is a lot easier to accomplish a lot in a shorter amount of time. It is not 2010 for me all over again. I'm much more mature and wiser than I was then. I'm not going to sit there anymore and say to myself in disgust The only thing you proved in all those 8 years is that you're a loser, a dipshit.. I was cruel to myself. My spirits were broken, but now they are on the rise again.
Tuesday, May 25, 2021
May 25, 2021
It has been mostly very quiet in the world over the last few days. I'm already feeling tired. I also know I'm due to start on the 31st(menses). We will have to wait and see if all that activity that occurred last week would stave the pain or if would there have to be enough going on around that time. In the meantime, I'm going to have to be mindful and prepare as it is expected in 6-5 days. I was in a lot of pain last time. There was not only not enough earthquake activity going on anywhere recently then, but I did not prepare well enough. I had alcohol the night before and didn't alkalize my body well. I also need an adequate amount of sleep at night.
Monday, May 24, 2021
May 24, 2021
I will not always be making posts with a chart depicting my symptoms aligned with the earthquakes around the world. I can also post on quiet days. So far, I'm not feeling much at all this morning. There is nothing going on anywhere. It was not an active day yesterday either. I may have felt a little pain or discomfort in my side, but it was not until late in the day and a couple of moderate quakes occurred in the world, but that was it. I should still make posts the way I used to. It would help it be more consistent. I should include making some posts describing how I feel when there is very little going on. I'm not completely numb, however. I do very a very slight pressure or warmth in my side. Otherwise, I'm not in any pain right now. I will make an update later if I feel more going on.
10:41 a.m.(CDT)
I just started to feel a little bit of pain in my side at around 10:35 when I was downstairs cleaning. It was a somatic type of pain. I'm also starting to feel some more energy. There may be more activity going on in the world again.
5:50 p.m.(CDT)
I have felt hardly anything since the last report. There have been a few magnitude 4s out there earlier, but it so far might be very quiet out there for now. It recently was very active, so it is no surprise for there to be a break in earthquake activity around the world.
Saturday, May 22, 2021
Review of yesterday's events: 5/21/21
Yesterday, there was a lot of earthquake activity happening all over the world. I was feeling pain all throughout the day. The pain diminished later last night and I was not feeling nearly as much this morning. There was no more significant earthquake activity taking place out there. However, I just started feeling some mild discomfort in my left side at around 1:43 and it grew a little worse by 2:30(just minutes ago). I'm still not in as much pain as I was all day yesterday. I was also highly energized and even overwhelmed. I was on fire yesterday! I also noticed that I would feel some vertigo when I was out somewhere and I also saw the world through a reddish-orange tint. It was as though I was literally seeing the world through rose-colored glasses. Seeing redness - in the form of vivid spots, stars, or flashes or general ruddiness everywhere - is another peculiar symptom I observed.
Friday, May 21, 2021
A Very Active Day
It has been an extremely active day today in terms of large earthquakes around the world. A magnitude 7.3 struck Western China today and several mag. 6+ quakes occurred in other regions. I have been feeling much pain all day. Just about 9 or 10 minutes before the mag. 7.3, I felt a stronger visceral pain in my left side. It was not excruciating, but it had my attention. I have continued feeling side pains in the moments leading up to other strong quakes that occurred later. I woke up feeling a constant pressure in my left side and tenderness. I made an interesting discovery. The time between pain and earthquakes tend to vary. I would feel a constant burning pressure or discomfort in my side for hours or even a day or two beforehand or I would feel a more acute pain minutes before something would happen. It gives me insight to the processes deep in the earth. It can be a slow-burning-up-to-the-point or it can suddenly hit the urge of slipping. With the Ridgecrest events in the Summer of 2019, I felt some sharp side pains just minutes before the foreshock on the morning of the 4th. I was feeling constant pressure and pain on and off all day. I was feeling restless and had a strong feeling there was much more to come. I sort of let go but was still feeling a lot the next day. Then the magnitude 7.1 mainshock happened that night. Another thing I figured out after being out here for 3 months is that I'm more acutely sensitive to significant earthquake activity around the world. Back in California, it was more focused on the surrounding region as it was on a plate boundary. I could detect large earthquakes from around the world there vigorously, but I did not feel so much pain as I do from here. It was like I had branched out through the tectonic plate system where it was more integrated. It seems that I'm more vulnerable to energy from everywhere in this type of setting where it isn't mainly focused within the area.
Wednesday, May 19, 2021
5/18-19/21
Yesterday, I felt a lot of pain and pressure in my side and my energy levels were higher. It was a more active day. It still feels like it is active out there. I have felt some pains in my side on and off this morning and my energy is also high. There was also some more minor activity warming up back in Southern California this morning. So far, it feels like there is still a lot to be taking place in the world this week in terms of earthquake activity. I also felt some pain or trapped energy in my legs when walking up stairs. I'm feeling tender all over today. Yesterday evening, a small magnitude 2.4 earthquake occurred in the New Madrid Fault. It may be almost 200 miles away, but a little can go a long ways in this type of setting. It may sound far-fetched to still feel connected to a place I'm not living in anymore, but the energy is still in my system as long as I have lived there and all I have experienced. It was an 8-year gestation process. I'm connected to picking up on remote energy from larger events around the world as everything is connected on this planet. Seismic waves travel all around and throughout the Earth. I'm going to continue doing deeper research on all this, especially with it being difficult to explain where it makes enough sense. It is as though there are these ultra sensitive receptors inside of me where energy has reached a critical point to being released somewhere that when it reaches me, it can cause pain or discomfort in certain parts of my body. I'm being careful not to come across like I'm saying that I have some "special power" or "gift" no one else has. We all have certain connections to things in nature. A lot of people don't realize it. That being said, depending on what happens today, I will update this post tomorrow - If a lot happens today.
Tuesday, May 18, 2021
Summary: 5/11-18/21
I made a mistake by not really thinking too acutely about how to make a graph detailing the peculiar sensations I experience and earthquakes throughout the week. It turned out that creating a graph is not as easy as I previously thought and it would end up being tedious putting it all together like that. I did manage to come up with something. I will only use the more active days. I took both May 12th and 13th and created a graph. The red spots signify flank pain(and other peculiar sensations that accompany that). The orange, fire-ball like spots signify the earthquakes. From left to right shows the hours - my waking hours. From bottom to top represents earthquake magnitude - I only will use mag. 5 and up for earthquakes in other parts of the world while mag. 3-4s stick mainly to certain parts of the Continental U.S. I will put down mag. 3s and 4s for Southern and Central California as well as anywhere within a 2 to 300-mile radius of my location in Middle Tennessee. This past week has overall been active. I have felt a lot. I was highly energized. Yesterday and today have been relatively quiet. However, I felt some pain and pressure in my side earlier this morning. It may have been connected to a magnitude 3.6 near Coalinga, California. It was not that far away from my base in Southern California. Afterall, the connection extended all the way to the Big Pine area when I was still there. As of right now, I am feeling some discomfort in my left side again.
Sunday, May 16, 2021
May 14, 2021
I'm a little worried right now. I was outside and suddenly got extremely dizzy and almost passed out. I have been having a sense of vertigo. This was just minutes ago. I have felt some pain deep in my side on and off today. I'm also feeling very warm. I'm not sure what all this is related to but it was alarming. When I was in church this morning, I felt some vibrations in the ground. I knew I was not imagining any of it. I'm going to find out what happens next and what could be going on. I'm still feeling lightheaded and weak. I was feeling a numbness and tingling in my arm last night. Sometimes I feel that in my legs. I could have possible issues with my veins. I'm going to have to watch that.
6:47 P.M.(CDT)
I'm feeling some weakness and sudden fatigue. I don't know what is going on with me. I'm going to get a glass of water.
Thursday, May 13, 2021
May 13, 2021
I have noticed some peculiar emotional changes taking place with me today. I have been feeling a constant pressure in my left side and it is tender and sore. I have been feeling high energy, yet very agitated and more easily overwhelmed. I have felt this way before a surge in activity whether it was on a smaller scale locally or more serious events worldwide. Even though there has been more significant earthquakes taking place in parts of the world, it feels like a particularly big event is due somewhere any moment or day now or a major surge in activity might be imminent. I'm feeling more sensitive and on edge than usual. It is like I'm PMSing again, except clearly I'm not and I'm feeling energized and not depressed.
Tuesday, May 11, 2021
A New Plan
I'm going to start doing things a little bit different in this blog from now on. Instead of it being more like a journal where I jot down when I'm feeling peculiar symptoms in relation to the earthquake activity, I'm going to document it all with a weekly chart summing up the highs and lows of the symptoms and earthquake activity around the globe along with that. I may also do a conclusion at the end of each month. I was waking up this morning feeling sore. There was some more seismic activity warming up in Southern California again. I may not live there anymore, but it is like how an organ is still twitching and moving after being removed. It is also like how the endometrial tissue and blood cells remaining in the body can still be activated by the hormonal changes and still bleed and cause pain after a hysterectomy. It still feels foreign to me out here. I have been somewhat worried about my venal system as it feels as though I have been ripped away from a source that grew into me and now it feels like something has been restricted inside of me. I'm not on a tectonic plate boundary anymore. I was initially tired and cranky when I woke up this morning. There may have been a couple of moderate quakes in the world overnight/early this morning, but I still was not feeling enough energy. It probably was not enough and part of it might be because I was dehydrated and did not drink enough water yesterday. Again, I have a new plan. I will be writing down what I'm feeling and the date and time along with moderate to significant earthquakes in the world or smaller events closer by.
Sunday, May 9, 2021
Taking Notes
I realized that I'm going to have to be more diligent and consistent with all of this. I'm afraid that my work has been lacking backbone since I have been having a hard time discerning where energy is coming from in my new location. I'm going to be writing it down on paper next to the time I felt pain and other peculiar symptoms. Then I follow what happens next and look for a distinct pattern. This includes tracking it along with my cycle. That seems to play a significant role in all of this. I had a more painful period this month. It was on Tuesday. The pain lasted for about an hour or two, but it left me feeling lightheaded and fatigued throughout the rest of the day. The bleeding was also very heavy. The last two months were not bad because there had been an abundance in earthquakes in the world. This past month has not been so active. There was very little going on anywhere the day I started. I felt less pain after there has been enough energy release especially during ovulation. I'm not sure why that is so. It may have to do with the release of an egg and the new energy boosting it helping flush out my system. It was very different back in California. I was more dependent on the local activity with me being on a tectonic plate boundary. I'm going to be taking notes on paper from now on and make out a chart analyzing what I have. I'm also considering compartmentalizing my blog more where it would be more organized.
May 9, 2021
Over the last few days, I have felt some pain on and off - from significant global activity, activity in Southern California, and possibly energy from nearby. A mag. 2.2 was reported near Knoxville late yesterday afternoon. It may be kind of far from where I am and it was a very small event, but seismic waves really carry on this side of the country. I'm feeling some discomfort in my side this morning. I did this exercise that would help determine whether or not something may be going on. If I feel extremely sore and tender in my side later on, there may be something taking place. I have done that before in the past and saw a pattern.
2:06 P.M.(CDT)
Earlier today, I was experiencing some mild pain in my side when I was in church around 11 and 11:30. However, I was not feeling very much after that. I noticed that I have been feeling a little grumpy and that may be linked to the low levels of seismic activity around the world as there is due to be much more going on any day now. This has happened before where I experienced the same thing when there is due to be more significant earthquakes in the world, but it is staying quiet.
5:24 P.M.(CDT)
My energy has been extremely low all afternoon. There still were no signs of it starting back up out there. However, I just now may be feeling something. I feel a slight pressure in my left side and some pain in my left forearm. It may be becoming charged again just now. It may or may not become active again anytime now tonight, but there is due to be a lot going on within the week.
7:47 P.M.(CDT)
I'm now starting to feel some more discomfort in my side.
Thursday, May 6, 2021
May 6, 2021
I woke up to some throbbing pains in my left side. I'm not sure what it might indicate. It could be from what is left of my connection in Southern CA or from energy building up in the world somewhere out there, or perhaps closer to my location. It is a somatic type of a pain. It does not feel so visceral. It is a burning throb. It is not agonizing, but somewhat bothersome. It just now feels a little more uncomfortable. I also am experiencing a mild headache this morning. I have felt some pain in extremities since last night as well, but not too much. It feels almost like faint static pulses coursing through my arms and legs. It could mean more significant activity in the world is on the rise any time or day now and there could possibly be more going on closer to where I am. There has been very few small earthquakes recorded in Western and Eastern Tennessee and the surrounding areas over the past week. Yet, the seismic activity in these intraplate regions are more challenging to understand. Some small events can go undetected on this part of the country. The NMSZ and ETSZ are not surface fault zones, but are buried deep underneath layers of sediments.
1:30 P.M.(CDT)
I have been feeling some mildly acute pain in my side over the past 2 hours. It might be coming from a flare-up of activity in Southern California. There has not been much going on anywhere else. I noticed that I was feeling somewhat tired and very irritable earlier.
6:41 P.M.(CDT)
I am experiencing a mild headache right now. I have felt some pain in my side on and off all day. I also have an edge going on where I have been more uptight than usual and irritable. This may be due to how there is expected to be a lot of serious earthquake activity in the world within the next week and there is due to be more going on any time now. It feels like it is peaking.
Monday, May 3, 2021
The Next Thing
I was having a hard time from this move, but I'm just now finally accepting the situation. I at least try to assure myself that what I was on the quest to find was actually not there in California. It may happen to me somewhere else or when I go back there another time. We had no family around or anyone we could entrust to watch our house and cats if we were to go on a trip somewhere. We could not travel at all. It was the same thing everyday, every week. We would be exhausted from the commute to work and back 5 days a week. We hardly ever felt like going on outings anywhere. Everything was shut down last year too and L.A. is no longer what it was when I first came there. Here, I'm able to travel. I have my sights strongly set on Japan. I don't have to worry about waiting until I'm 50 for the day to come when I finally experience what a major earthquake is like up close. Chances are, the big one in Southern California may not actually happen any time soon. I'm at least hoping that. It felt like something was finally coming up and there were changes that took place after the events near Ridgecrest in Summer 2019, but more or less, it overall remained mostly quiet in the Southland. There was not another big event like that the following year. I would probably have a better chance finally experiencing something more powerful somewhere else if I happen to be there at the right time and place. I would hope to partially live in Japan. I would like to stay there for long enough periods where I would have a greater chance to experience something. In the meantime, I can keep track of what is happening all over the world from here. I can also learn as much as I can about the two seismic zones in TN. I'm certain that this is my destiny. It would not make sense otherwise. I discovered a lot in California and the effects of the energy and activity it had on my body as well as my mental state. Perhaps I need to go somewhere else to take it to the next level because there probably may not be much else going on back over there for a while, at least not anything I have not already experienced. I'm hoping that is the case. I just am striving to have faith.
Sunday, May 2, 2021
May 2, 2021
I was not feeling much later on throughout yesterday. However, I'm feeling some discomfort in my left side so far. It almost feels like a knot in there. I have to go somewhere this morning. I'm going to be leaving within a few hours and will be back at around 12:20-30. There was a magnitude 5.8 in Chile overnight, but I was in bed. I felt some pain overnight, but could not get up to post about it. I have to be careful not to write every single time I start to feel something. I want to give it more space by waiting for when I actually feel pain and find out what happens next.
10:02 A.M.(CDT)
As I'm getting ready to go, I have been feeling some pain in my left side. I'm not feeling it right now, but I did briefly feel some strong burning pains deep in my side.
1:51 P.M.(CDT)
I have been feeling much pain and discomfort in my left side over the past 2-3 hours on and off. I'm feeling it right now. Some more significant activity has been starting up in the world. There has also been a small flare-up of activity in Southern California.
7:18 P.M.(CDT)
The levels of activity around the world are high. There was also an increase in activity in Southern California earlier, so I figured that was part of where the pain was coming from. I'm still connected to what is going on over there, not as strongly as when I was there, but it is staying in my system. I lived there for a long time. I'm continuing to feel tender and sensitive in my side and all throughout my body at this point.
Saturday, May 1, 2021
May 1, 2021
Yesterday, at around 4:30 to 5 PM, I began feeling a discomfort in my left side. It then grew more painful within the next 2-3 hours. It was not agonizing, but it was constant. I noticed that it went away after a strong earthquake had occurred off the coast of Japan at 8:27 PM our time. This has happened before when I visited here some years ago. Right now, I'm feeling some discomfort in my side this morning that has been going on over the past 20-30 minutes. I'm going to find out what I feel before large earthquakes in other parts of the world and if there is a difference between these different places.
12:26 P.M.(CDT)
I'm feeling a pressure in my left side right now. I have been feeling it over the past 40 minutes. It started out very faint and then it became a little bit more uncomfortable. There is a high likelihood of more activity occurring in the world today so far.
1:01 P.M.(CDT)
The pressure in my side decreased a bit shortly after I made the last update. However, I just now may be feeling something again. I'm going to further investigate this and what happens. I was jumping to conclusion earlier thinking it was a point of no return situation, but it did not feel that tight. However, it is coming back and becoming a little more uncomfortable just now. I'm also feeling somewhat lightheaded.
2:12 P.M.(CDT)
I lost that feeling again and it is now just now coming back. I'm not feeling pain, but more of a pressure or mild discomfort so far. I will update if it worsens and will see what happens next.