12:18 P.M.
I overslept this morning. I woke up at 10:25 and I was very stressed out. I have been in a very bad mood since and have been trying to feel better. I have not been feeling anymore pain today so far. There is little going on around here. Yesterday, I briefly became concerned. There could be something looming within weeks or days. There may not be much going on right now, but it might change very soon. There could end up being more taking place around Southern California later today.
I noticed that I've been extremely irritable after sleeping in. For one thing, I have simply been overwhelmed rushing around from waking up too late. I also noticed that as we are due for more seismic events, there is not enough activity taking place, so it agitates me and makes me feel surly. I would feel like blowing my stack over the slightest annoyance. It is worse as the strain energy is particularly high. I can also become depressed after a while whenever there is hardly any activity going on around here and nothing significant going on in the world either.
When it feels like there could be more going on at any moment, but it is staying quiet, that is when I feel more angry than depressed. It can also be a mixture of both. That being said, those are negative feelings. I suffer. I don't always struggle when it is relatively quiet here and elsewhere. After there has been a lot of activity, I usually am fine. Then it eventually wells back up again. I figured that these feelings have not been satisfied because I'm living in a place that is very overdue for a major earthquake. Smaller earthquakes do not ease the pressure in the SAF, therefore does not stave off "the big one" from happening.
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