Friday, December 13, 2019

December 13, 2019

9:37 A.M.

I woke up and I have been feeling quite low. I have been extremely irritable and depressed this morning. On top of that, I'm due for my flow within the next 5 days. I typically experience premenstrual symptoms 1 week prior to the onset of bleeding. My menstrual cycle can really complicate things. It can interfere with my detection of seismic activity. Then whenever the activity is completely blocked up here and very much everywhere else in the world, I become depressed and angry. It gets to be intolerable at times.
I sometimes wish I would have stayed in bed. I rather be asleep in dreamland than having to deal with this. It is a horrible feeling to have. I just have to remind myself that this will soon pass. In the meantime, I can meditate and go off into a trance. My left side does feel tender upon poking and squeezing it, but other than that I have not been feeling any pain. My energy is very low this morning so far. I may be feeling different very soon though. I will likely be updating this later today.

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