December 17, 2019

11:25 A.M.

I had to delete that last post I made this morning. I was basically just venting. I should have slowed down to process the feelings before letting my frustrations boil over like that. I was feeling awful earlier. I was very angry and depressed as a result of the local seismic activity being totally jammed. It made me feel crazy. There was just now a magnitude 4.3 quake near Parkfield which is in Central California. It was past the Garlock Fault along the San Andreas Fault.
That may have contributed to why I was so tense and hot this morning. It felt like additional tension as it was on the Central segment, cut off by the Garlock Fault and Big Pine Fault. It was not along our segment of the SAF which has been very overdue for its next rupture. I have noticed that I have been somewhat sick on and off over the past 2 or 3 weeks. It made me suspicious it is a sign that something big may be coming up. I have been experiencing all kinds of issues most recently.
It is not all due to my cycle. This has been going on for more than 2 weeks. My connection to the ground and tectonic forces can impact just about anything and everything going on inside of me. I try not to be T.M.I., but I sometimes would have to include the impact it can have on my reproductive organs and hormones. I am careful not to get too graphic. I at least have enough pride not to discuss any bathroom habits! I believe that a period of strain and stagnation in potential seismic energy can significantly impact my hormones after a while.
I have a feeling it was one of the main culprits in my Endo attacks over the past 2 years. I have noticed that my periods are more painful whenever there has been very little activity going on for a week or more. However, it does help some whenever there has been enough significant activity elsewhere in the world most recently. That being said, whenever there is activity going on in a neighboring region, but very little going on in this region, I become very tense beforehand. It is almost like something is applying pressure on a part of your head or a small part of your insides. It can be rather bothersome. I was feeling rather off in the days, hours, and moments leading up to the Ridgecrest earthquakes.
I will continue to take notes on whatever is going on with me and find out what happens next.