I may not be feeling a lot of pain in my side right now, but the energy levels are there. I could start feeling something any time now as it is likely to become more active within the week ahead. So far, there has been a magnitude 5.9 and 6.0 offshore of Mindanao, Philippines. There have since been increased levels of activity out there. I also felt a lot of pressure inside. It is the second day of menstruating and I was feeling discomfort earlier and heaviness. I felt that before minutes to hours leading up to a major earthquake somewhere in the world. It is usually the first 3 days where I tend to experience that discomfort. I'm almost expecting something to "tug my strings" any time or day now. I imagine having these strings deep inside of me extended and connected to various areas. One of them gets tighter and tighter and eventually sends something that causes a pain in my side. That is how I picture all of this. I have tried exploring if there was a certain area in my body connected to different parts of the world. I am working on understanding the endocrine system and areas of my brain and their function. I recognized that my emotional state can vary depending on where I am. These moods are amplified during menstruation and the week leading up to it. Here in Tennessee in the middle of a plate, I noticed that I'm less angry and aggressive, but more emotionally sensitive and more prone to tears here than in CA. I remember that in Florida as well. In California, I remember struggling with a lot of anger. The energy there made me aggressive and it grew overwhelming during periods of little or no seismic activity in the area. My mood can also depend on my environment. In the middle of a plate, I realize that I feel very tender. I'm more sensitive to distant earthquakes, especially in various areas throughout different directions. It is softer here.
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