I made a statement on Twitter about how the world is always active. There are generally very few days where it is overall completely quiet everywhere(with the exception of smaller earthquakes). I also remarked how it may be dangerous for me to stay here that much longer. It is a lot to process at once. I imagine how much different things would be if I were somewhere tectonically active. Back in California, I was focused more on the region(primarily Southern California) during those 8 years. Although I did cover the rest of the world, I was mainly concentrated in that area instead of being all scattered about. I have speculated that the bodily functions that might be the most heavily impacted by these processes are my circulatory system and hormones(all connected to the brain).
Today, I will write about the blood flow. I just thought of a theory where here, my veins are more impacted while back in California, my arteries were affected more. The arteries(red - oxygenated blood) carry blood away from the heart while veins(blue - deoxynegated blood) carry blood towards the heart. Arteries carry blood under high pressure. Veins carry blood under low/negative pressure. Arteries have thick, muscular, elastic walls to pump and accommodate blood. Veins have thin walls and a less muscular than arteries. Arteries have a type of supporting tissue called connective tissue that provides strength. Veins have less connective tissues than arteries. Veins have valves that help prevent backflow of blood.
I had more pressure in California but ventilation. Here in TN it feels like a weakness. While I get secondhand energy from distant larger earthquakes and more susceptible to energy changes elsewhere around the globe, there is a lack of that ventilation or something feels cut off. I spent 8 years in California with only 2 out-of-state trips to here(to visit Grandparents). One visit was for 2 weeks and another was 1 week. It may have only been a little bit longer than 2 weeks when I started having problems with serious leg pain. The foot pain and discomfort started happening right away after walks around the neighborhood. I had that same thing during my last visit. Over this past year, I was noticing the veins in my legs becoming more visible and finding random small bruises. I don't think my life is in immediate danger right now. If anything, this would be a very slow death. I'm not quite sure what is happening, but I have been monitoring that and it was a problem I did not have before I got here. I recently questioned if I really would have been better off in California with the fact that it remains locked up and this could go on for another 10 to possibly 20 years. I remember how I felt there. I didn't know how many more years I could take with it being like that with little to no relief for the pressure and pain. In retrospect, I don't know if I could even make it after 5 more years going by without a decent-sized event. I could have ended up having a heart attack or stroke, I don't know. When I get to Japan, I imagine how much better off I would be. It is a lot different there than California - a different, more complex kind of tectonic system. At the same time, I am afraid I'm already compromised after all these changes. This whole thing must have begun almost 12 years ago when I traveled to a tectonic plate boundary for the first time. If I had this my whole life before ever traveling outside of this part of the U.S., I at least was not aware of it until then. It feels like I was born in the wrong place(of course, I love my family with all my heart and all I had in my life). It at least just feels that way physically. Perhaps it would have been different if I were born somewhere like Japan or Alaska. It would have been fully in my system being in these ever-active tectonic regions instead of all this mess. It will be interesting to find out what all I will be feeling in Japan.
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