April 3, 2020

7:47 A.M.(PDT)

I should have added in the last entry last night that something does not always happen whenever I feel pain. I in fact had a feeling it would end up going the opposite where it would end up becoming more stagnant than it was before. It has been 13 hours since the last event of mag. 1 and above. The last magnitude 3+ was the only one all month last month. It was more than 2 weeks ago.
I woke up with a sore back and everything irritates me. I feel this pressure in my left side that is probably only going to get worse the longer this goes on.

4:43 P.M.(PDT)

So far, it has showed no signs of acting up whatsoever. I have been fighting searing anger all day. It really is becoming torturous. It has been ridiculously quiet here for too long. I have been unstable all day. I at least have the minimal control of not acting out in front of anyone or break anything, let alone hurt someone else or myself. It has been very hard. I have been feeling like there are shards of glass in my left side on and off. I also had a headache earlier too. 
I'm not sure how long this will go on. As of right now, I'm not even looking at the real-time data in this region. I don't plan on looking at it until I suddenly start feeling a lightening of my mood or when the irritability starts to dissipate. I have not had any relief all day whatsoever. I have had brief moments of relief when some more moderate seismic activity occurred in parts of the world.
I realized that I can sometimes feel brief sharp pains in my left side from an excessive amount of stagnant energy and not enough seismic activity for an extended period of time. This could go on all weekend or it could start heating up again around here tonight or tomorrow. At this point, I'm taking my mind off of it as much as possible, at least until I start feeling different.