May 31, 2021

 I realize that perhaps the reason why I was hardly feeling any menstrual pain earlier today had to do with the fact that there was a lot of activity going on in the world overnight and this morning. Then, it grew somewhat quiet again as there was due to be more. I also was feeling aggravated earlier as more activity was increasing in Southern California earlier today. It could be a variety of things related to that, but the bottom line is that I have a serious condition that I need to be more proactive about. I have not been very good to myself in the days leading up to starting and I ended up paying for it later on at some point. It hit like a tsunami following an unusual receding of the tide. I also wonder if being out here has made it worse. I was not experiencing much pain at first, but after more time being here, I started having some problems. Stress can make you ill for sure. The overall seismic activity around the world or nearby can more or less influence what goes on with that time each month. It is very complicated. There was a major outbreak in significant activity the other week where so much happened in one day. Then it was totally quiet everywhere the following week up until late last night or early this morning, but there was not much else after that. I remember the day there was all that activity with the major quake in China, I ended up feeling completely overwhelmed later on. There was so much going on in one day. It was like a spike and then a dip. I became quite depressed the following week when there was little going on anywhere again. I feel that I would be far better off on a plate boundary where the senses are more concentrated in the local region instead of being spread apart everywhere.

Health Crisis

 My period came this morning, but I was feeling almost no pain and the flow was very light. I was thinking It must have been because there had been enough strong earthquake activity in the world over the past 2 weeks and there was some more significant activity out there this morning. This has happened, but it is not always the case. An abundant amount of earthquakes - whether it be after a number of smaller earthquakes in the area or a number of strong earthquakes elsewhere in the world - is not going to stop a painful endo flare-up from happening, not after I have not prepared well before my period was due. I had alcohol 5 nights in a row leading up to today. I was overall ill-prepared, didn't monitor everything I ate over the past week, and I thought I would get away with it. It caught up with me this evening. I don't have ordinary bad periods. I have a condition. I have to be more proactive about it. These flare-ups can be extremely disruptive. If I want to really hone my sensitivity to earthquake energy from around the world, I need to avoid doing anything that is going to make me sick where it would interfere with that. I was feeling so far, so good earlier today. Then by 5 p.m., I was suddenly extremely tired. Then the pain started to set in and worsen by 6 to 7. I felt like I had needles in me down there. It hurt just to use the bathroom. I struggled to urinate without it hurting. I may have deep infiltrating endometriosis. I feel sore and it hurts to cough. I feel like I have been beaten with a bat. I took a soothing epsom salt bath when the pain started to subside a little. It helped. I am still extremely tender and sensitive right now. I felt that way after an earthquake, but this was not in a good way. I did read somewhere that extreme fatigue is a warning sign of an endo flare-up. I'm not a hypochondriac by any means, but I have also been concerned about my vascular system since moving here. I have been wondering if being relocated here has harmed me in that way. The severe pain deep in my calves waking up in the morning, that day I suddenly got extremely light-headed and nearly passed out, and more visible veins has gotten my attention. Right now, I'm focused on the problem I'm having right now. All I know is that I'm going to sleep very well tonight as exhausted as I am. I simply have not been taking good enough care of my body. I have been drinking more often than before since I moved. I may have been drinking more to cope with this situation. I am not an alcoholic or a binge drinker, but I seriously need to put more days in between and make sure I only have a little on nights I decide to have a drink. I also have to monitor everything I eat and filter foods that are known to trigger endo attacks. 

May 29, 2021

 It feels like it may start heating up in parts of the world again in terms of earthquake activity. I have felt some pain in my side on and off all day. I was not feeling a lot of pain but I was feeling things. However, my energy was very low. It did not feel like much was going to take place until later like tomorrow or a few days from now. I have also felt some pains all over this evening. They hit me like little shockwaves - sudden and random. It was like my nervous system almost caught fire. I even felt pain in my head, behind my eye on the left side, radiating into my mouth. I'm not sure what is going on.

May 27, 2021

 I have been feeling some pain in my left side over the last hour. There was some minor activity occurring in Southern California today. Otherwise, it has still been very quiet in terms of activity around the world. I noticed that I have been depressed on and off. It is like I hit a crash after experiencing an intense high from the extreme levels of seismic activity in the world last week. Now it has been very quiet and I have been experiencing a depression. I am also aware that I'm in the luteal phase of my cycle and I tend to suffer from depression during that time while I feel my absolute best in the middle of my cycle. This is probably exacerbating it all. I have taken moving out here away from California pretty hard. I especially took it hard because I was told by my parents before that they were not going to be living there forever and I needed to go out and work or do more to where I would have enough to support myself on my own. I ended up continuing to not do enough until it was too late. I asked myself Did I just not take them seriously or was I so arrogant and foolish that I ignored it and continued waiting around for nothing? I will not beat myself up about it anymore. I did not think something like this would happen that quickly. It was unexpected. My parents did not seem like they were in any hurry to move back. We had this big beautiful house in the mountains and had all this new furniture and decor. They even told me that they were not able to just pick up and leave and that was recent. After my Grandma's funeral, they suddenly decided to sell the house and move. I still wish I could have done much more much sooner, but at the same time, there is no sense ruing about what I didn't do. We learn and grow from our mistakes and failures. I also needed this time with my Grandfather. I am evolving as a person. I am now feeling more motivated than ever. I am planning to get back to California when I have everything I need. I know it might take 2 or 3 years. That is about how long it was between my very first trip to CA and us moving there in December 2012. It also may not be that long. Things can happen very quick. Art is already my strong point, so it should not take me very long to get really good in animation. These days, it is a lot easier to accomplish a lot in a shorter amount of time. It is not 2010 for me all over again. I'm much more mature and wiser than I was then. I'm not going to sit there anymore and say to myself in disgust The only thing you proved in all those 8 years is that you're a loser, a dipshit.. I was cruel to myself. My spirits were broken, but now they are on the rise again.

May 25, 2021

 It has been mostly very quiet in the world over the last few days. I'm already feeling tired. I also know I'm due to start on the 31st(menses). We will have to wait and see if all that activity that occurred last week would stave the pain or if would there have to be enough going on around that time. In the meantime, I'm going to have to be mindful and prepare as it is expected in 6-5 days. I was in a lot of pain last time. There was not only not enough earthquake activity going on anywhere recently then, but I did not prepare well enough. I had alcohol the night before and didn't alkalize my body well. I also need an adequate amount of sleep at night.

May 24, 2021

 I will not always be making posts with a chart depicting my symptoms aligned with the earthquakes around the world. I can also post on quiet days. So far, I'm not feeling much at all this morning. There is nothing going on anywhere. It was not an active day yesterday either. I may have felt a little pain or discomfort in my side, but it was not until late in the day and a couple of moderate quakes occurred in the world, but that was it. I should still make posts the way I used to. It would help it be more consistent. I should include making some posts describing how I feel when there is very little going on. I'm not completely numb, however. I do very a very slight pressure or warmth in my side. Otherwise, I'm not in any pain right now. I will make an update later if I feel more going on.

10:41 a.m.(CDT)

I just started to feel a little bit of pain in my side at around 10:35 when I was downstairs cleaning. It was a somatic type of pain. I'm also starting to feel some more energy. There may be more activity going on in the world again.

5:50 p.m.(CDT)

I have felt hardly anything since the last report. There have been a few magnitude 4s out there earlier, but it so far might be very quiet out there for now. It recently was very active, so it is no surprise for there to be a break in earthquake activity around the world.

Review of yesterday's events: 5/21/21

 

I was almost immediately feeling pressure in my side upon waking up yesterday morning. I started feeling the pain really kick in at around 8 a.m. Mag. 5.2 - 21 km N of Bandar-e-Genaveh, Iran - 6:52 a.m.(CDT), Mag. 5.7 - Java, Indonesia - 7:09 a.m.(CDT), Mag. 4.9 - Bonin Islands, Japan region - 7:58 a.m.(CDT), Mag. 5.3 - Yunnan, China - 8:21 a.m.(CDT), Mag. 6.1 - Yunnan, China - 8:48 a.m.(CDT), Mag. 5.1 - Yunnan, China - 9:31 a.m.(CDT), Mag. 5.1 - Southern Mid-Atlantic Ridge - 10:17 a.m.(CDT), Mag. 5.8 - Carlsberg Ridge - 11:02 a.m.(CDT), Mag. 4.9 - Bonin Islands, Japan region - 11:47 a.m.(CDT), Mag. 7.3 - Southern Qinghai, China - 1:04 p.m.(CDT), Mag. 5.1 - 138 km S of Bengkulu, Indonesia - 1:25 p.m.(CDT), Mag. 4.9 - Southern Qinghai, China - 2:03 p.m.(CDT), Mag. 4.8 - Southern Qinghai, China - 2:09 p.m.(CDT), Mag. 4.8 - Southern Qinghai, China - 2:49 p.m.(CDT), Mag. 6.7 - 5:13 p.m.(CDT), Mag. 5.5 - 38 km SW of Jiquilillo, Nicaragua - 5:19 p.m.(CDT)

Yesterday, there was a lot of earthquake activity happening all over the world. I was feeling pain all throughout the day. The pain diminished later last night and I was not feeling nearly as much this morning. There was no more significant earthquake activity taking place out there. However, I just started feeling some mild discomfort in my left side at around 1:43 and it grew a little worse by 2:30(just minutes ago). I'm still not in as much pain as I was all day yesterday. I was also highly energized and even overwhelmed. I was on fire yesterday! I also noticed that I would feel some vertigo when I was out somewhere and I also saw the world through a reddish-orange tint. It was as though I was literally seeing the world through rose-colored glasses. Seeing redness - in the form of vivid spots, stars, or flashes or general ruddiness everywhere - is another peculiar symptom I observed.