April 29, 2023

 I have been feeling some sharp pains in my left side again today. I felt them deep in my ribs. I have also felt dizzy and overwhelmed lately. I'm also dealing with another ovarian cyst. It has been causing me problems again. I believe it was formed right after the last one had ruptured. I was thinking it did not go completely. It felt like it was largely a leak. It felt like it grew a few days ago when I ovulated. I ovulated on the side that had the cyst and that must have made it grow. There was also a lot of significant activity this past week. I drank some apple cider vinegar and ate some fruit this morning. I was tired of feeling helpless with this and want to be more proactive. I also am being careful not to make it sound like I have such poor health. I'm relatively healthy, but struggle with reproductive issues. Before in California, I had endometriosis really bad during periods. When I moved here, I still had some bad months that first year, but they settled down. It evolved into this last year. They seemed to be worse after an explosive month in terms of global seismic activity - multiple magnitude 7+ in a month. Someone might think I'm suffering from PCOS but I don't feel like I have multiple cysts, but one almost every month lately. I also don't seem to have any of the other symptoms of said condition. The most recent ones did not seem to take up a lot of room in my pelvis and were not as painful when they burst. This one feels like what I had in December in terms of the size. It isn't huge, but it is causing discomfort. I don't like looking at my stomach but I notice the swelling is a little more pronounced on one side(right). It is only when I'm sitting down when it is noticeable. It may also be the cyst that is making my side hurt. I have noticed that my cysts would rupture within a week or a few days before my period. I'm desperately trying to make this one shrink because I don't want to be in that excruciating pain again. I don't think catching the seismic waves from a distant big earthquake is working. It feels like it aggravates the problem. I really need to feel at least the frequency of a magnitude 3 or 4 close by to really get things going. Unfortunately, I'm no longer living in a place where that happens often at all.

April 24, 2023

 I have been feeling some sharp pains in my left side on and off over the last couple of days. Two magnitude 7+ earthquakes have occurred in the world over the past 24 hours. I tend to feel side pain before a magnitude 7 or greater in the world. I don't feel as much before a much smaller one that far away like that. I went downstairs and stood still waiting for the seismic waves to reach. I did feel a very subtle sensation from the floor. It was distinct where I could tell it apart from vibrations in my surroundings(e.g. neighbors mowing their lawns, passing vehicles, etc.) I want to start doing that more. It would take around 30-40 minutes for seismic waves from the other side of the world to arrive. I want to go downstairs and stand on the ground and wait for them. I'm thinking that might help me. I don't know if it would, at least much. It seems like I really need something more jarring that would get the energy and all pumping through me.

April 22, 2023

 I'm feeling some pain in my left side just now. I'm also feeling a tingling discomfort on the right side of my pelvis. I'm afraid another cyst may have formed after the most recent rupture 2 weeks ago. I have felt something there and started wondering if I had another cyst. There has been a lot of significant earthquakes breaking out in parts of the world over the past month. There may be more going on any time now or within the next week. It feels like something really big somewhere could be coming up within the next 2 weeks at this point. I'm not sure if that is going on or possibly something happening closer to my area.

April 21, 2023

 I notice that I have been dizzy and having a difficult time concentrating over the past several days. I'm not sure if this has to do with anything, but it is something I might need to pay attention to. Dizziness has been associated with before and during large earthquakes in the world or something going on much closer. Two magnitude 2-pointers struck eastern TN late yesterday and this morning. They were around 54 km(34 miles) apart. I'm not sure if there is more going on somewhere around this part of the country or a lot of serious activity worldwide or one massive earthquake somewhere in the world. I felt a little bit of leg pain as well as some pain in my left side, but it was very minor. I have also felt tender.

April 9, 2023

 I deleted a post I made last night because I was not sure what exactly was going on. I cannot be completely certain what exactly is going on inside my body. I do know that over the last 2 weeks, I developed another cyst. My hormones flared up again around the latter part of last month and started causing more problems and pain. On Friday afternoon at around 3 o'clock, I started feeling a sudden onset of cramping and burning pain in my pelvis, especially towards my right side. I was thinking my cyst had ruptured. However, the pain went on longer than usual. It lasted in waves for 3 hours. I felt completely bloated the following day. I then wondered if it did not pop, but grew a little causing an ovarian torsion as I felt some more cramping late yesterday. It did not last as long, but it was unusual. I felt a lot of pressure and discomfort in my lower abdomen. The overall pressure and discomfort reminded me of when I was on my period just moments before an earthquake. It made me wonder if there could possibly be something going on closer to me as there were signs of more activity in the central U.S. over the past few days. Most of it was in Oklahoma, though. I'm not sure how strong the connection is from there. I've been through that state once in my life, but never actually stayed there. I have also been having a feeling a lot of significant earthquake activity around the world is imminent within the coming week. I don't know if I will ever feel a full-on release in energy through my body here. There has not been anything going on anywhere near here that would be enough to get everything flowing. All this trapped energy from distant significant earthquakes feels like it led to me breaking out in ovarian cysts after a year. It has had an impact on my hormones. I have been trying to fight it off like a fire with apple cider vinegar. It worked somewhat. I feel like I have to do a lot more and change my diet. I don't generally eat poorly, but I feel like my body is sensitive to a lot of things. I finally got my matcha powder after what seemed like several months of being without it. That should help improve my health where I drink that instead of more coffee in the afternoon. I continued to do more research and learned another explanation for the severe cramping before period(I haven't started yet) can be caused by a cyst leakage. That might be the culprit. That gives me a sense of relief that it slowly leaked out fluid rather than a full-blown rupture. I'm guessing the tissue was thinner. That might be why these most recent ones were not as painful as the one in December. That rupture I had several months ago might have been a more deeply embedded cyst. With these last two, I would feel my tummy at night while laying down and would feel a little lump on one side. That may be a sign a cyst is not as deeply embedded. Last night, I went to bed scared fearing that my cyst did not rupture but grew, but then felt my lower belly and it felt more even on both sides. I also squeezed the affected area and it did not really hurt. I would be greatly relieved knowing it didn't become worse as I'm due to start anytime now and afraid of all that pain I could be in if the cyst had grown. I may be tender and bloated, but that is generally due to the menstrual cycle and not a sign of something growing in there.