March 14, 2022

 I felt some side pains over the last 2 days as there has been some significant seismic activity going on in the world again. It felt like some slow-burners this time - where I feel the pain a day or so before a strong earthquake somewhere. There are times where I feel sudden sharp pains a few hours or just minutes before a large earthquake somewhere. I'm also feeling some leg pain and dizziness again. Something else missing since I left California is how I don't feel as much tenderness in my side. Just before some seismic activity in the region, my left side would become very tender and sore. I poked it and if it was sore, that would indicate that some seismic activity was coming up. I will never forget one time when it hurt to the touch. It hurt just lying on my side. In the following day or two, a robust surge of activity occurred in Southern California with a magnitude 5.something. However, I still don't feel like I lost connection there. There is a surge of minor activity taking place there today. I notice that every time that has happened, I would find myself in a negative mood, like I'm missing it again. It has not bothered me as much since I started my new dream of Japan, but it is bothering me some today. I don't look at the current activity there, but know something is going on where I used to live. I can still feel depressed with a mention of L.A. and the beautiful landscape of California. I really need to focus on Japan now so I don't feel haunted by all that I lost. That being said, I'm feeling a lot of physical symptoms today.