There has been more significant activity occurring in the world over the past few days so far. It still feels active right now, but at the same time, it could stop for now. When it comes to these activity surges around the world, it feels like I have these imaginary strings or ribbons attached to me. It feels as though one or multiple ribbons grow tight and start tugging on me whenever something big might be taking place somewhere. Most of the time when I feel that tension, there is subsequently a lot of activity going on in the world. It can be within hours or a few days. I want to do more research and study cells and see what I can find. I have discovered a pattern involving my endocrine system and my circulatory system in accordance with the activity. I want to break it down to cells to try to find a connection there. I realized that I already achieved picking up on earthquakes before they happen. Although I have been really yearning to find out what a large one up close would feel like, I already have it down. Wherever I am in the world, that connection is always there and just as strong. It doesn't fade away as I travel or relocate to a less seismically active place. In tectonic boundaries, my sensitivity is more concentrated on the region although I have successfully detected large quakes elsewhere in the world beforehand. When I'm in the middle of a plate, my sensitivity is generally more focused everywhere else in the world. I realize that this has not been a failure. At this point, it is a matter of it being widely recognized. I have a good handful of followers on Twitter and am very grateful for that. I'm being careful not to come across like I'm bragging or some big shot to claims to predict earthquakes. This is something I have been practicing for a decade. I have not been so forthcoming and have in fact been shy and reclusive. At some point, I have to become more confident but at the same time not coming across like I have some talent nobody else has. This is not an attempt to become famous. It is nice to feel recognized sometimes. I put a lot of heart into this for years and I sometimes feel isolated like I'm experiencing this all alone. I know I'm not crazy. This is not something I made up in my head that I'm just imagining. I feel real physical pain. I always think of how there is a time and place for everything. I try to make peace with how I'm not in California anymore for a good reason and that I'm not missing anything - at least not anything I have not experienced before. I have gotten on the edge of my seat wondering "Could this be it? Could the 'big one' finally be happening soon?" whenever there was a surge in activity around Southern CA. After a swarm in or by the Salton Sea or where the count of small EQs over the last day would be up to over 100, it would end up receding back to the way it was a day or two later. That went on for years. I remember being so frustrated, desiring to travel to more active places in the meantime. I even had moments where the thought of it being another 10 years before the next major EQ in the region made me wish to move somewhere else more active like Alaska. Yet, I cannot help but miss living in California and it hits me hard on some days, especially whenever there is an increase in activity. I remember how I used to get excited whenever a mag. 3 or 4 occurred in the area. It is hard seeing that going on from way over here. It can be quite depressing at times. Then again, I remind myself that I'm probably not missing out on anything new. The next major earthquake may not be happening there any time soon and it could continue where there are 3s and occasional 4s for another 5-10 years. Although I cannot say that because we don't know what will end up happening, I have to be faithful that the Universe understands what I want and knows my heart.
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