April 27, 2021

 This is all content that I am documenting. If I share things that may make some people uncomfortable or it seeming inappropriate or unnecessary, it is all content that I'm documenting. I don't do it to overshare or make people uncomfortable. I find it necessary. I believe that when I finally go in for a doctor's visit, it will be very helpful. It has been mostly a mystery as to what all is taking place in my body. I know I have not been imagining all this. I would like to be able to discern whether it is my deep sensitivity to impending earthquakes from all over or something else going on. I may have not been formally diagnosed with endometriosis, but I display all the symptoms of it. I have been afraid of it turning out to be something else like fibromyalgia or pelvic inflammatory disease even though these symptoms are more congruent with endometriosis and they line up with my menstrual cycle. I have been afraid that people will stop listening to me or think I'm a big liar. I have been needing medical insurance and have not been to a doctor in about 12 years. I have never been to a gynecologist in my life. A lot of this is due to the fact that I have been essentially too shy to go to a doctor. I have been experiencing some odd things going on with my body recently, especially since moving all the way out here in March. I have been feeling somewhat weak, stiff, and sore all over. I feel I used to have more structure back in California along a plate boundary. It ensured that there was definitely a connection between my pain and seismic activity. Here, I feel lost and confused. The New Madrid Seismic Zone to the west and Eastern TN Seismic Zone to my east don't set off a lot of earthquakes. There have not been any of magnitude 3 and above reported and intraplate seismic zones are more challenging to understand. I read that it is hard to tell if there is stress building up in the NMSZ, but it is there according to the scientists. What I'm saying is that I feel frustrated and scattered being unable to tell whether there is something going on close by or impending large events elsewhere in the world. I also get confused with the trapped energy from back in CA where I still can feel things going on from here.

10:03 P.M.(CDT)

I noticed that my legs, especially my calves feel like they are swollen and so are my feet. I have been extremely sensitive there and very much elsewhere in my body. I was outside walking around in the neighborhood and felt what felt like something running up my leg inside my body. I'm becoming somewhat scared and do not know what may be going on. I felt a few sharp or dull pains in my left side, but nothing very strong like what I felt back there. I have even felt slightly dizzy and confused. I'm going to further explore this more thoroughly.