February 20, 2021

 I woke up feeling somewhat low as the activity decreased overnight and this morning. However, it just now may be picking back up. I just started to feel some pain in my left side again.

11:01 A.M.(PT)

I may have briefly felt something going on, but that was it. I'm starting to feel irritable and agitated. It could still act up today or tomorrow. It at least should not be that much longer before the next magnitude 3 or 4+ in this region.

4:40 P.M.(PT)

It has just become dead quiet out here. There has been hardly anything going on here in Southern California all day. As much as I hate to say it, I learned that we are packing up and moving across America in no more than 2 weeks. The pressure I'm experiencing right now is tremendous. I'm trying not to be afraid of it becoming significantly active after I leave. I will feel like such a failure and it will haunt me forever. I don't know how I would be able to live with that. That is why this move has been so traumatic for me. I want to trust that I will be in the right place at the right time and what I have is real. I was just wanting to get that off of my chest. I know a lot can still happen within 2 weeks. I cannot allow myself to borrow trouble about missing something. I felt that I have come far and felt like I was finally getting closer and closer to what I have been waiting for. Instead, I was met with this and I do not have any control over this at all. I know there will be earthquakes in Tennessee. I was just worried because I remember how "the big one" here was being hyped over the last decade and that was what made me eager to move here. They have been saying for years how the Southernmost segment of the San Andreas Fault was overdue for a major earthquake. I am aware of the New Madrid Seismic Zone and the Eastern Tennessee Seismic Zone - I'm going to be sandwiched between those seismic zones. I was afraid a strong earthquake there in the near future was less likely than a strong one in Southern California. Earthquakes are more rare over there. Then again, what comes with trust is knowing that the thing may happen in the less expected of places. There does not have to be numerous small quakes building up to a big one. It can suddenly go off unexpectedly. That is what earthquakes are known for. That is the reason why I'm being so deeply in tuned with everything I feel in relation to the ground. I could use this as a way of warning people ahead of time somehow.

5:32 P.M.(PT)

I'm feeling some pain in my left side now for the first time all day. I have been feeling it over the past 15 or 20 minutes.

7:46 P.M.(PT)

I am continuing to feel more pain in my left side. A magnitude 3.3 occurred near Coso Junction at 5:19. I have been sensitive to each flare-up of activity reaching all the way up there. There is still little taking place in Southern California, but there may be a lot going on this week. It could even heat up tonight or tomorrow.