September 2, 2020

 4:53 A.M.(PDT)

I just woke up at 4:30 feeling rough. I did not have anything to drink and I went to bed early. I knew that there was no activity going on around here. Before I even bothered checking, I knew it was going to be extremely quiet here because I was hardly feeling anything at all upon waking up. The number of quakes over the past 24 hours has now dipped down to 16. However, I just started to feel some pressure in my left side again just over the past few minutes. I'm not sure what may be next though. I also noticed that my arm was hurting as I was carrying my coffee this morning. I believe I may suffer from aches and pains in my extremities when there is stagnant energy that needs to get pushed through.

9:30 P.M.(PDT)

Although it was not completely dead all day. The overall number of quakes over the last day is still quite low. Earlier when I was working, I felt some acute pain in my side around noon and there was some more seismic activity beginning to increase out here, but there has not been much going on at all after that. I have felt moody all day. I was keeping my temper in check and concealed my stress and frustration whenever I would forget or make a minor mistake. I certainly have enough self restraint to not totally lose my cool in public, let alone have an outburst like I have done at home in the past. It can be hard dealing with it. It can be very hard. Whenever I have a lot of stagnant energy trapped inside of me and there being no relief in sight, I would want to die sometimes. Every little thing would annoy me and even enrage me in the past. While I'm busy all day at this job where I'm constantly on my feet, running from one side of the building to another and all around, it keeps me sane. I also don't have time to focus on it while I'm there. That being said, I wanted to make one more post in this blog before I go to bed. My left side still feels tender. I have also felt aches and throbbing pains running up and down my arm this evening. In fact, I have felt that a couple of times earlier today.

9:45 P.M.(PDT)

Maybe that was not my last note of the night. I may be obsessive when it comes to that uncertainty when going to bed, but I'm still feeling some things. I feel something in my left side even though it is not actually pain yet. It is not just a pressure, but also a burning and tingling sensation. It is also essentially tender there where it feels like pain could flare up again at any moment. There is still a potential more activity would surge in Southern California overnight or by tomorrow morning. I will not be surprised if I'm once again underwhelmed when I wake up in the morning, but it is due to become more active here any day now.