August 25, 2020

5:10 A.M.(PDT) 

I suffered another endo flare-up in the middle of the night. I was forced to pace around the living room and pray that the pain go away. I also was feeling some pain deep in my side. There was some more seismic activity increasing here in Southern California overnight, but it stayed below mag. 2. I was also nauseous on and off during that attack. I woke up again at 2:50 to see what time it was. I was extremely dizzy. I know something has to be done about this. It is significantly impacting my quality of life. I also have been struggling to deal with the fluctuation of my hormones. I felt I have done all that I could to control it. There is also signs of more seismic activity warming up in the Ridgecrest area. I will be leaving for work in 2-3 hours. I will be working 5 days a week except on some occasions. This will benefit me in so many ways. I will be so busy where I will not feel so frustrated whenever there is not enough going on. Currently, I feel a little pain in my side. It feels like there might be more activity increasing here in Southern California today. However, I will not be surprised if there isn't. There is still a lot more due to be going on within the week ahead.

5:34 A.M.(PDT)

I'm now feeling some more pain in my left side. There is no telling for sure what might happen today. It has not been very active lately. It still may start acting up again today or later this week.

9:24 P.M.(PDT)

I have been feeling some sharp somatic pains in my [left]side this evening. Earlier, more activity was increasing around Southern California. The biggest was a mag. 2.0 near Sierra Madre. There has still not been anything that would seize peoples' attention. I felt some more menstrual pain today, but it did not grow intense. There still should be a lot going on anytime now or within the next week. I'm feeling a lot of deep vibrations right now and have started seeing some redness in my vision. I realized that the job I'm working at is benefiting me in how I have a need to move around all the time. I have a very hard time staying put for extended periods. There is a lot of energy inside as well as stagnant energy that needs to be burned.