1.23.23

 It is overwhelming with what I have been going through with my body lately. It is like a dark secret I have to keep to myself and I don't know how much more of this I can take. I'm having a hard time with the cyst today. I noticed that I'm exhausted, irritable, and emotional today. I had to take a few minutes to cry it out some. Last night, I was feeling the lump in my lower abdomen(left side) and it was painful. On top of that, I'm constantly having dreams at night about being in Japan and later on something happening where I feel like something/someone keeps meddling with my insides. I felt the urge to post a new world earthquake watch this morning as it still feels like there may be more going on out there. This has already been an active month. I've been hoping it would rest, fearing it would make my cyst worse. There is some sort of blockage with energy going on. I concluded that catching seismic waves from large earthquakes around the world secondhand has led to these problems. I feel like I need something up close to thoroughly wring me out. Previously, I had 3 ovarian cysts that grew and ruptured over the past 8 months. I concluded that they happened to be after a heavily active month in terms of global seismic activity. I'm in a location that is blocked as it is far from any plate boundary, no venting. All that secondhand energy must affect stress and hormones where it eventually would lead to ovarian cysts developing. It again is some form of blockage where it is not going all the way through. It is like something trapped beneath the surface without an outlet. With this latest cyst, it first formed around New Years. December was a rather quiet month in the world, but it ended up resulting in failed ovulation. It did not cause problems right off the bat. It did not become bothersome until it grew following 2 major earthquakes in a row. There was even more significant activity later on.

1.19.23

 I have been feeling some pains in my left side accordingly over the last few days as more large earthquakes have occurred worldwide. It still feels like it is not quite over yet. I'm feeling warm and I still have been feeling some mild pain in my side. Regarding the ovarian cyst, it does not feel like it has gotten worse so far. I definitely have been feeling something in there. I felt my lower abdomen while lying down and I felt a slight lump in the right side. So far, it does not feel like it is growing. I'm a little concerned I could have another one forming on the left side again. I have been feeling a pinching sensation, but I don't feel swelling on that side. I'm overall still comfortable. I'm not feeling too much pressure and it doesn't hurt sitting down. It might be getting better. Otherwise, I will wait and see what happens by next week unless something else happens sooner.

1.13.23

 I had to do further research again on ovarian cysts to understand better what has been going on with me. They can form at any time of the month. Hemorrhagic cysts can often form during the luteal phase of the menstrual cycle. I know they do not occur during ovulation only. I realized that because the last one I had was on the right side and I remember feeling the ovulation pain on my left side early in November. So, it was probably about a week later when it first formed. There were 3 major earthquakes in the world in the week following ovulation. I have been trying to calculate the periods between each cyst. In May, before the first one that grew and ruptured(June 12), there were 13 earthquakes of magnitude 6+ worldwide. In early June, there were 4 magnitude 6+ earthquakes, 3 of which occurred in one day. In September, there were 17 magnitude 6+ worldwide. The one I had in September was not as painful and was more short-lived. Another factor as to why those other two ruptures were much more painful was that I had my period when those were growing inside me. The hormones can make it worse. There were 16 earthquakes of magnitude 6 or greater in November. In October, there were only 6, 5 in August, and 9 in July. I had no problems during those months. This month, I found out that a long quiet month can also be a problem. I ended up not ovulating. I'm not certain that low activity for a long period of time might have caused that, but not releasing an egg can cause a follicular cyst to form. I started to feel it last week. It was not causing me too much discomfort. However, after the latest major earthquakes in the world earlier this week, I felt more bloating and fullness. I realized it had grown. I felt it around as I was lying down in bed and I could feel a slight lump on the left side of my lower abdomen. It does not feel huge, but it is causing me some discomfort. It looks bigger when I'm sitting. My period is also late so far. I'm hoping I end up missing a period as a result due to fear of the pain. That is not likely though as that has never happened before, at least as long as I can recall. This is something that might have developed since being in the middle of a tectonic plate where earthquakes rarely occur. I have not felt those waves course through since I lived back out west. I may get secondhand seismic waves, but I need something up close and a hot tectonic plate boundary is preferred. It would serve as a vent and help get energy flowing where I don't feel blocked in areas. This problem involving my reproductive health developed during the second year in Tennessee, U.S.A. I'm also thoroughly studying the intervals between significant seismic events worldwide, how close together a number of mag. 6+ earthquakes occur. It seems like I have been developing ovarian cysts every 2-3 months over the past 8 months. 

1.12.23

 I felt like I needed to do a little more research on understanding ovarian cysts. They usually form during ovulation. With the recent one that grew where I suffered an extremely painful rupture last month, it may have been there longer than when I first noticed it. It likely formed when I ovulated on November 4th and did not grow to become bothersome until around Thanksgiving. Cysts occur all the time and a lot of them do not grow to become problematic and can dissolve on their own. They can last up to several months and can go unnoticed. I first thought I might have had an endometrioma last time(not that that cannot be ruled out), but thought, it actually may have been in there longer and suddenly grew after a lot of major earthquake activity in the world. The two most excruciating ones I had may have been hemorrhagic cysts(having blood in them). I would not say an overabundance of large earthquakes in the world(or unusual lack of) would in and of itself cause a cyst. I theorize that there could be one already there and a sudden outbreak in significant activity would result in it growing and eventually rupturing. If this is the case, either this means I need to be in a seismically active place or get a major surgery to put an end to this. That is why I'm praying that I leave for Japan within the next year. I read that this can eventually lead to cancer if I keep having to sacrifice my health like this.

January 11, 2023

 I keep track of my menstrual cycle not for the purpose of starting a family, but for research. I am noticing more of a pattern with the global seismic activity and the effect it has on my hormones. I noticed before where I developed an ovarian cyst following a heavily seismically active month. There are different types of ovarian cysts from what I have read. I observed that the most painful ones were likely endometriomas or blood-filled cysts that must have formed during menstruation. I had two of those in the past year and those followed a month that had multiple magnitude 7+ events in the world. I'm afraid a new cyst formed in me about a week ago. It was very quiet in the world throughout December and during the first week of this month. I noticed that I did not ovulate. Missed ovulation can result in a follicular cyst. It is on my left side this time. I noticed the other day, following a magnitude 7.6 in the world(Tanimbar Islands region, Indonesia), I felt swollen where it felt like it had grown. That may have been the same thing that happened to me in September. However, there happened to be a lot of significant activity going on in the world during the week of ovulation and I remember ovulating. I'm not sure but I suspected a corpus luteum cyst was what I had that second time. I'm still not quite sure though. I don't know if I feel it right off the bat as to when a cyst first formed inside of me. This all started in the middle of last year. This did not immediately start happening when I first moved to Tennessee from California. It seems like one of those things that develop over time.

January 7, 2023

 This is the first post of the year and the first one I have made in a while. Before, I almost retired this blog, but realized that I still have more to discover. This time, I want to talk about the pain I feel in my side(left side) before earthquakes. In the past, I speculated that the severity of the pain may determine how large an earthquake might be. I'm beginning to conclude that the severity of the pain may not be relevant. On the morning of the July 4th earthquake(the mag. 6.4 foreshock) near Ridgecrest, California, I was feeling some pain, but it was not agonizing nor was it before the mainshock the next evening. I did think I was not in excruciating pain because it was not close enough. Now, I'm giving in to the possibility of it being the same as with a minor earthquake. Once I think about it, an earthquake is not instantly large. It can start out small and a fault or area can suddenly slip into a major rupture. Although, I'm not ruling out distance being a factor. Otherwise, it does not matter where I am. If I feel something, it is always wiser not to ignore it. Now that I'm no longer in an earthquake prone area, I do not feel sharp pains in my left side nearly as often as I did in California. Whenever I do feel that pain, it is most likely from a large earthquake from far away.