This past week has been really weird for me. Last Sunday, I suffered a ruptured ovarian cyst. The activity has also been up and down, but it feels like a lot more is suppose to start happening by now. I was very moody and extra sensitive. Last night, I sort of had a dream I was in Japan and then found myself stuck and unable to move with something hot going deep into my left side and up my ribs until it punctured the skin. I woke up feeling violent shaking and and then ovulation pain. I have felt ovulation pain over the past 3 days and it was worse today. Yesterday evening, as I was in the shower, I noticed half of my hand was purplish and I was terrified thinking a blood vessel broke. It faded just minutes later. All this makes me wonder how long my body has been without really feeling an earthquake or having that energy pushed all the way through me. I have also noticed that my skin sort of lost its healthy glow and looks more pale and translucent. It would not be a sign of aging already, but it makes me fear my health could be down. It feels like there is due to be a surge in global activity and maybe that might help. It isn't like there has been a big gap in worldwide activity. Not being able to get out as much and stress may have also caused me those problems. I know that my body has an algorithm and we all have various frequencies. So far, I feel warm and my left side does feel somewhat tender where there might be more significant activity going on out there very soon - by this weekend or early next week.
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