February 19, 2022

 I reviewed past posts in this blog and Seismic Fox. I have noticed another pattern. Before and after a large earthquake somewhere in the world, the pain in my leg would strike again(as well as my foot sometimes). The other day, it was very stiff and that and my foot was very sensitive. I was paranoid and careful not to stretch or move a certain way. I never got my compression stockings. I know I sound like an old lady, but I have been very concerned about my circulation since shortly after I moved here. That was when it started. It may have been strained and the energy from around the world may add to it. I'm not sure. I know I cannot be staying out here that much longer. This may be dangerous to my health. I have been working to understand this strange thing with my body and earthquakes. I theorized that people naturally have various frequencies. I may be at a certain natural frequency where I'm acutely sensitive to earthquakes and land composition. I believe it started after my first time on a tectonic plate boundary. It set in over the course of a year after my visit and I realized I was feeling strange symptoms before significant earthquakes around the world when I was living in Florida. I may have had a few run-ins with good-sized tremors during my eight years in California, but it seemed the "big one" along the Southern San Andreas Fault was incredibly hyped that got me eager to get out there quick. They say Southern CA has been overdue for a major earthquake, but it could end up being another decade or two. It can still happen soon, but since I left, it has not changed. I remember how that energy made me crazy after periods of little or no activity. It was scary. My hormones were seriously out of control and I do not miss all that intense anger I felt. If I were still there, I would probably be suffering right now. I think Japan is the right place for me to set my sights on. I am getting over California after a year of grieving - both my Grandmother and the life I knew out there. I also wonder if that pent up strain energy would cause me more problems. It could have contributed to possible vascular issues and then I was cut off after I relocated to Tennessee. I don't know how long I would have lasted there if it persisted like that for 10 or even 20 years. I might be in trouble.