I'm going to be making sure I limit my mention of my menstrual cycle. It has been very complicated and unpredictable since I moved here. I had much more structure in California. Since I moved here in March, I was observing the first two months as less painful because there had most recently been a lot of significant earthquake activity in the world and had been wrung out and replenished. My periods started becoming painful again in early May and I noticed there was less activity lately. After that, it was complicated and was no longer adding up, so I'm planning on just narrowing the sensations down to flank pain, dizziness, high or low energy, and body temperature. How I suspect when a spike in significant activity around the world might be imminent is by being aware of not only when I feel pain or tenderness in my side, but also an increase in body temperature and energy. I have felt a lot of pains in my side and general pressure and sensitivity there over the past few days as there has been a lot of significant activity going on worldwide. I have also been feeling quite warm. I'm still feeling all that now so far. At this point, I'm not sure how I will fare this month. I'm due on Monday and I plan on having no alcohol tomorrow night and no coffee on Monday morning. I will at least have very little coffee that day. I feel like I will have to watch everything I put in my body on the first day of the period. I know I need to go to Alaska. I feel it around the corner. I'm already planning my first trip there. I cannot stay in Tennessee for very long. I know I do not do well staying put in the same area for long periods. I can end up getting very ill. I've feared that this could be harmful to my circulation. It could put extra strain on me as I'm tracking earthquakes from around the world from here, far away from a plate boundary after being uprooted from one I lived on for 8 years. I have felt dizzy and tired frequently, felt tingling, spasms, and numbness and some headaches. I even noticed small bruises on my legs that were not from a forgotten clumsy moment. I could not expect these two seismic zones to do very much. They spew a few very small earthquakes every 2-3 days, but nothing jarring, nothing big enough to actually reach me. If I felt an earthquake here, I would probably cry tears of relief, especially if I were in pain and physically sick and that pushed it all out of me like it did that time back in CA. Stronger earthquakes are possible in this part of the country. Intraplate earthquake zones have been hard to understand and I want to study those some more and how they activate. I know people would not be so sympathetic of my situation when it comes to this, but I will assure you that there does not necessarily need to be a big earthquake to relieve my pain and invigorate me. I appreciate just a gentle rolling or a quick abrupt jolt. I believe that Alaska would be the place I need to be as it is the most seismically active state in the country. I think about how strong I would be up there. I sort of feel like I'm turning to mush here. I still stay in shape, but I have felt very weak lately. It is a significant difference from when I was in California.
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