The activity here has been underwhelming over the past week and overall month. The stagnation has been intolerable. There have been other things going on this month that has caused a lot of suffering. I have had several meltdowns over the last week. I was extremely depressed and angry. I have gotten more used to menstrual pain due to endometriosis. I believe all this time, I have been building more of a pain tolerance. I noticed how extremely sensitive I am to movements in the earth and I know that a magnitude 5 would hurt like hell. In June, a magnitude 5.3 earthquake occurred nearly 100 miles away and I was in some significant pain moments before it happened. I better hope that the next big one out here does not occur on day 1 of menstruation. I'm scared of what could happen to me, as much as I am ready to be taken to the next level on this. I have in fact been eager and furious. There has not been a 4 anywhere from the Tehachapi Mountains to just South of the Salton Sea in more than two months.
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