November 15, 2020

 The activity was finally heating up on Friday and my energy was very high - a drastic difference from how it has been all week. Then it stopped later on that night and there was very little going on all day yesterday. It was dead quiet again and I was not feeling energized anymore. I have been feeling much tension lately as it is due to become more active anytime or day now. There is not much of a difference this morning as I woke up. Very few small quakes have occurred over the last 3-6 hours. The number of quakes over the last 24 hours is still too low. My left side does feel tender though. It could increase today. It has been greatly frustrating for me lately. It was extremely quiet for days and then it finally starting heating up on Friday and then it went right back to nothing going on all day yesterday. I have been feeling lost. I have also been stressed because menses are due anytime now and I'm afraid of the endless stagnation causing me more pain. I'm doing everything I can to make this month easier for me. Again, I have been feeling very frustrated and lost. It almost feels like torture whenever it finally starts showing signs of acting up after a week of nothing and then it goes right back to the way it was. There is still very little going on here right now. It could start up today or tomorrow. All I know is that it should not be like this for much longer. It should start acting up by this week at some point if it doesn't today.

5:14 P.M.(PT)

I have started to feel some pressure in my left side although I have not felt any pain at all today. It feels like there should be more going on tomorrow or perhaps overnight here in Southern California.

6:02 P.M.(PT)

I have not felt any strong sensations. The activity in Southern California may remain very low into tomorrow morning. However, it could still suddenly increase tonight. I may have felt some tenderness and mild pressure in my side this evening, but nothing that would thoroughly get my attention. It amazes me how this has been going on for a week with the exception of one day.

6:38 P.M.(PT)

I just now am beginning to feel a dull, aching pain in my left side. I was hardly feeling anything all day until just now.

7:38 P.M.(PT)

I'm no longer feeling much now. It continues to remain dead in Southern California in terms of seismic activity. It could heat up tomorrow, but I also will not be surprised if it is even lower when I wake up in the morning. I have been extremely irritable and I believe it has caused my menses to be late. This has happened before. It has been such a hard week and there are still no signs of this ending so far. There could suddenly be a lot going on tomorrow or later this week, though.