1:41 P.M.
I am suddenly feeling a brightening of mood now. There has been some more earthquake activity out there in the world, so some new energy has started filling into my body. However, there is little going on here in Southern California right now. I don't want to say that I hope for it to continue to become more active out there. One person's suffering being relieved in turn for the event that can cause worse suffering for hundreds to thousands of others is not a good look. It is not like I have chosen to be this way. I don't always feel bad whenever there is no seismic activity going on. After there has been a lot of activity for a while, there is a break that follows and that is when I'm okay.
The thing is that more major activity has been due and there have not been any quakes of magnitude 6 or above anywhere in the world for 2 weeks. Lately, to fight off the depressive state, especially during the luteal phase of my cycle, I have been working out. Sometimes that did not always work. Other ways to keep myself from feeling low is taking my mind off of it and focusing on something else, something positive of course. I also keep in mind to hang in there and that this should not go on that much longer. Of course, the safety of so many other people is more important. Again, I don't choose to take this burden or just be essentially bored and want to see something interesting happen.
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