Friday, August 16, 2019

August 16, 2019

I woke up feeling like a thousand things were going on inside of me at once. It felt like a constant buzzing and I did not sleep well last night. I was feeling overwhelmed and paranoid. I have suffered horrible anxiety that gets to the point of me fearing all kinds of things going wrong. I was kept awake by a sense of doom inside of me and I was trying to make it go away. I noticed that I often find myself living in fear. I worry about those near and dear to me and I worry about getting older and never accomplishing enough or fulfilling my dreams. I even get paranoid about a big spider lurking somewhere in my bedroom at night.
Earthquakes do not scare me. Many things frighten me, but earthquakes are not among those things. I woke up feeling extremely uptight. I noticed that there has not been a magnitude 3 or larger in Southern CA(South of the Tehachapi Mountains) in a while. We are due for more any day now. I have noticed that I have been feeling extremely irritable on and off lately. I have on and off felt acute, gnawing pains in my left side. They have been hitting in little spurts. More aftershocks have increased in the Little Lake sequence to the North. However, there have not been any mag. 4 or larger.
I have a feeling a lot more is to start taking place here in Southern CA within the coming weeks. It could start up next week or perhaps this weekend. There could also be more major earthquake activity occurring worldwide within the next week or anytime now.

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