Thursday, September 21, 2023

September 21, 2023

 Earlier, I was feeling some cramping and burning in my abdomen. I was thinking my ovarian cyst was finally rupturing, but the pain ended up subsiding. I'm scared it may have grown a little. I'm hoping it is a sign it may be about to rupture rather than stay in there and grow even more. I tapped on my abdomen and I still feel it. It has bounce, so that means it is full of fluid and is not solid which is good news. Try an experiment and fill a plastic bag with water and another with syrup or honey. The bag of water will be springier when tapped on while the latter is denser and doesn't bounce. I can also have an idea of how big the cyst is. I'm afraid it might be at least 9 cm. I might try to do exercises tomorrow to see if this thing budges. I feel like I'm getting a tease with the world seismic activity. It starts to act up and then there is very little going on anywhere after that. 

Wednesday, September 13, 2023

September 13, 2023

 So far, I'm feeling extremely tender with my ovarian cyst. I have been feeling that sensitive over the last 3 days. It feels like it may be finally about to rupture any time or day now. Last Friday, I went for a morning jog and my right leg hurt from top to bottom all the way. I realized it was referred pain from the cyst. I'm in the middle of my cycle, so that could be why I'm feeling sore and tender in my abdomen with this thing. I'm still waiting to find more of a link between the abundance of significant seismic activity worldwide and the effect on my hormones while being away from any plate boundaries(like a trapped energy that exacerbates this problem). There has been a lot of significant activity this past week, but there has not been another earthquake of magnitude 7 or above. I'm trying to find out if even more serious earthquake activity could finally trigger my cyst to split open. I have been carrying this since May. It has lasted through several cycles and still has not resolved. I had two other cysts earlier this year. I had one form from a lack of ovulation(I didn't feel anything, so I assumed I didn't release an egg) and this was after and during a short period of low global activity. 

Then another robust bout of activity occurred in January where the cyst grew and eventually ruptured in February following a heavily active week. I had a break from it for the following month until late in March. I had a short-lived one after another heavy activity week in late March and early April. It ended up breaking on the weekend of Easter. Later on in April another one had formed and I believed it was reformed from that last short-lived cyst as it did not feel like it ruptured or leaked all the way and the sac didn't heal in time before the next set of major activity. It would become extremely active over the next cycle and then by May 24th, the cyst ballooned to at least baseball size. The next few months would not be as active. I could not understand why this cyst has been so stubborn. I've been thinking it is inside the ovary rather than on or near the surface where it is more thick-walled and would take a lot for it to break open. It now feels like it is at a critical point. My abdomen is more swollen than ever and I can see and feel it more through my skin. I could make out the large lump and feel the fluid move inside as I lightly tap on it.

I have been very uncomfortable and my back is starting to hurt more. I have broken out with a few pimples on my face and I am getting around carefully because my cyst is so tender to the touch. To make myself clear, I'm not saying the global seismic activity where a number of major earthquakes happen in a short span is not the sole cause of ovarian cysts forming. There are other factors that play into it.