2.25.23

 I have been feeling some pain in my left side since last night. I felt some sharp pains in my left side last night and the next day, today, two strong earthquakes struck in the world. A magnitude 6.0 occurred off of Hokkaido, Japan earlier and later, a magnitude 6.2 struck New Britain, Papua New Guinea. I'm still feeling a little bit of pain in my side again. There is still unrest going on in the world. There was not that much going on besides the latest strong quakes, but it has started to increase. I have also felt tender and sore all over. I probably have another ovarian cyst on my left ovary(from my last ovulation). I'm afraid of it growing which was why I was hoping earlier that the activity in the world would start winding down. Nothing huge has happened though. I also realized another odd symptom to look out for before a large earthquake is a limp in my gait. I noticed before how I would feel pain and stiffness in my knee before a big event somewhere out there. I noticed that for the first time in the 2 or 3 days leading up to the Ridgecrest earthquakes when I was living in California.

2.14.23

 I have not been posting in this as much lately even though I have been feeling a lot. I have somewhat stopped talking about feeling pain in my left side so much as I was afraid of it sounding redundant. While I have felt a lot of flank pain or sensations before and during the last surge in global activity - the two massive earthquakes that caused catastrophic destruction killing thousands in Turkey and Syria - I have become more focused on the effect all this is having on my endocrine system lately. The menstrual cycle can be an uncomfortable subject matter and so I'm not always eager to mention it, but I should make note of what I have discovered most recently. I want to try to separate it being an issue related to the female sex organs, but rather an endocrine disorder. These issues that have caused me intense abdominal pain, unrelated to digestive issues, are related to hormones. I have been breaking out in ovarian cysts for just less than a year. I may have been having more problems with cysts than painful periods, but that does not mean my endometriosis has gone away. Some of these cysts, the more painful ones that ruptured were probably endometriomas. At least the ones with blood were most painful. I have noticed a trend that developed after a year of living in the middle of a tectonic plate and not experiencing any real "shakers" since after I left California. It is a blocked energy. An increase in intense earthquakes from far away has been causing me problems. It does not necessarily cause ovarian cysts to form, but rather becoming enlarged and eventually bursting. A lack of large earthquakes in the world over a period of a month can also cause problems. I can develop a cyst from ovulation failure. December was a long, quiet month and around New Years, I felt like I didn't ovulate when I was supposed to. I was already afraid that would cause a follicular cyst to form. About a couple of weeks later, after several major earthquakes occurred in the world, I felt a lump on the left side of my lower abdomen. It stayed there for a while. It got a little bigger following the latest major earthquakes in the world and became more bothersome. It ended up rupturing on Sunday, the 12th. It was not as bad as the last one, but I was feeling discomfort all day. I was also due to menstruate and it was late because of that. I started the next day and I was in a lot of pain again. I have been exhausted from it all. Over the past week, I was very depressed and tired. I was also extremely irritable and sore all over. The cyst would exacerbate my period and the premenstrual symptoms. I would not be surprised if I were to be diagnosed with PMDD or severe PMS. I'm very sensitive to hormonal changes. I'm very sensitive to a lot of things. I'm afraid I still have another cyst on my right ovary which may have formed after my last ovulation date(January 28th). I would feel a dull ache or pinching in that area sometimes. I'm afraid I may have even felt a lump there after the one on the left side ruptured. It is hard to tell what is going on at this point for sure. When I was feeling pain yesterday evening, I was feeling it throbbing on the left side of my pelvis.