September 21, 2023

 Earlier, I was feeling some cramping and burning in my abdomen. I was thinking my ovarian cyst was finally rupturing, but the pain ended up subsiding. I'm scared it may have grown a little. I'm hoping it is a sign it may be about to rupture rather than stay in there and grow even more. I tapped on my abdomen and I still feel it. It has bounce, so that means it is full of fluid and is not solid which is good news. Try an experiment and fill a plastic bag with water and another with syrup or honey. The bag of water will be springier when tapped on while the latter is denser and doesn't bounce. I can also have an idea of how big the cyst is. I'm afraid it might be at least 9 cm. I might try to do exercises tomorrow to see if this thing budges. I feel like I'm getting a tease with the world seismic activity. It starts to act up and then there is very little going on anywhere after that. 

September 13, 2023

 So far, I'm feeling extremely tender with my ovarian cyst. I have been feeling that sensitive over the last 3 days. It feels like it may be finally about to rupture any time or day now. Last Friday, I went for a morning jog and my right leg hurt from top to bottom all the way. I realized it was referred pain from the cyst. I'm in the middle of my cycle, so that could be why I'm feeling sore and tender in my abdomen with this thing. I'm still waiting to find more of a link between the abundance of significant seismic activity worldwide and the effect on my hormones while being away from any plate boundaries(like a trapped energy that exacerbates this problem). There has been a lot of significant activity this past week, but there has not been another earthquake of magnitude 7 or above. I'm trying to find out if even more serious earthquake activity could finally trigger my cyst to split open. I have been carrying this since May. It has lasted through several cycles and still has not resolved. I had two other cysts earlier this year. I had one form from a lack of ovulation(I didn't feel anything, so I assumed I didn't release an egg) and this was after and during a short period of low global activity. 

Then another robust bout of activity occurred in January where the cyst grew and eventually ruptured in February following a heavily active week. I had a break from it for the following month until late in March. I had a short-lived one after another heavy activity week in late March and early April. It ended up breaking on the weekend of Easter. Later on in April another one had formed and I believed it was reformed from that last short-lived cyst as it did not feel like it ruptured or leaked all the way and the sac didn't heal in time before the next set of major activity. It would become extremely active over the next cycle and then by May 24th, the cyst ballooned to at least baseball size. The next few months would not be as active. I could not understand why this cyst has been so stubborn. I've been thinking it is inside the ovary rather than on or near the surface where it is more thick-walled and would take a lot for it to break open. It now feels like it is at a critical point. My abdomen is more swollen than ever and I can see and feel it more through my skin. I could make out the large lump and feel the fluid move inside as I lightly tap on it.

I have been very uncomfortable and my back is starting to hurt more. I have broken out with a few pimples on my face and I am getting around carefully because my cyst is so tender to the touch. To make myself clear, I'm not saying the global seismic activity where a number of major earthquakes happen in a short span is not the sole cause of ovarian cysts forming. There are other factors that play into it.

August 27, 2023

 The next day after that last post, the pain stopped and there was very little activity in the world again. However, the activity began to show signs of increasing late yesterday and I began to feel cramping(from ovarian cyst). There was some moderate activity flaring up off the coast of Japan. It dissipated again later. This evening, I started feeling some cramping and some mild pain in my left side again. A magnitude 5.7 struck Colombia a short while ago. It was relatively quiet earlier today and I was feeling little to no pain.

August 25, 2023

 I noticed that something strange happened to me last Sunday. I suddenly felt extremely lightheaded at around 4:40 in the afternoon. It was short-lived but it scared me. I later found out that a magnitude 5.1 had hit Southern California at around that time. As I have mentioned before, I concluded that I'm still strongly connected to activity taking place in the region I used to live in for 8 years. It scared me because I sometimes get afraid of having a stroke or something. I worry about my blood flow sometimes after I left California. Lately, it has been quiet for a while in terms of more significant activity around the world. I have been continuing to struggle with an enlarged ovarian cyst that I have been carrying all Summer. It seems to fluctuate in size throughout parts of my cycle. I have days where it doesn't bother me as much where I almost forget it is still present then it swells up again and causes me pain and discomfort. I will follow this more closely while monitoring the global seismic activity. I felt it bothering me again today as the activity has been showing some signs of increasing again. I have also been feeling cramping causing me to fear it is getting ready to pop and also side pains. It makes me wonder if the next bust in global seismic activity will finally cause it to go. These last 2 months were not particularly active.

August 10, 2023

 I have been feeling more pain in my left side today. I noticed there has been seismic activity increasing in California again. It is more confirmation that I'm still connected to the activity there. I have not mentioned this that much before as it has been so quiet there since I moved away. I am also feeling energy from elsewhere, potentially larger sources from different parts of the world. I'm still struggling with that ovarian cyst. I have a feeling it could be the size of a grapefruit now(a smaller grapefruit). I have felt full early after eating and it has been uncomfortable. I'm also tender in that spot. I have felt referred pain in my legs and back. I also decided to jog for 3.2 km(2 miles) on Tuesday morning. I have not worked out that hard in a while and I felt rewarded about it. I have been even more sore from that. If this cyst isn't resolving after more than 2 months, I am going to have to consider medical intervention and I'm very stressed about that.

August 4, 2023

 I'm feeling some pain in my left side again and there have been signs of it growing active again out there any time now. There was a magnitude 5.9 off the coast of Central America the other day. I have felt it heating up on and off. I also have been feeling those familiar pains during little spurts in seismic activity in Southern California. So, I am finding more confirmation that while I may not be living there anymore, I can still feel those little increases in activity around the region.

August 1, 2023

 I am feeling some sharp pains in my left side so far. There has also been more moderate earthquake activity increasing worldwide. I'm also premenstrual and my ovarian cyst has again been bothersome. I am very tender and sore all over. I mention those things because I notice a connection between the highs and dips in global seismic activity and my endocrine system(hormones). I have believed the cysts are a result of stifled energy. When I was on a plate boundary where everything was flowing, but strained, it manifested as full-blown endometriosis. I also had severe anger issues. I was never violent, by the way. I just felt crazy and overwhelmed. Those intense emotions were very difficult to control. I have not had those issues since. However, I have felt less energy here and it also may have affected my circulation.